Major depressive disorder was cured with Guan Yin Citta Dharma Door (重度抑郁症)

Hello, I am Yuan from Shandong Province, China. Today, I would like to present you that my daughter who was severely depressed has been cured. She can go to school after I practised Guan Yin Citta Dharma Door. Furthermore, Guan Yin Citta Dharma Door has transformed three generations of my family into Buddhist practitioners.

Today, in order to form positive connections with more sentient beings, and to transform more sentient beings into Buddhism followers, I will make this presentation publicly. I hope my experience will convince more people to practise Buddhism. I pray Guan Yin Bodhisattva to compassionately bless me.

On March 10, 2012, when I was on my way home from the night shift my husband called me and asked me to return home immediately. I had an unfavorable omen. My father-in-law had been sick for half a year, and the hospital diagnosed him with anxiety and depression. When I arrived home, village folks told me that my parents-in-law had committed suicide by drowning. Oh my God! How is this possible? For more than ten years of marriage, my parents-in-law have always considered us three (my husband, my daughter, and I) as their babies, treating me even closer than my husband’s two sisters. We have not yet had the time to do our filial duty. After running to the reservoir, I saw two corpses …… a bolt from the blue!

We three returned home after the funeral. In the following few days, my husband began reluctant to talk, gradually became angry for no reason and began to break things. I have no idea how many plates and bowls he smashed. At the beginning, I thought that he was unable to bear the loss of both parents and had nowhere to vent his frustration. However, who can tolerate his doing this all the time? At that time, I hoped my daughter would go to college so we would part him.

Finally, in the summer of 2017, my daughter entered the local high school, the best one I had hoped for. Although the family environment was not good in those years, my daughter had been studying hard since childhood, so she acquired a score of 671 on the mid-term examination, very ideal. However, shortly after the start of the first year of high school, she often had stomach discomfort and was later hospitalized. At that time, my father passed away, so I had no time to accompany her. After my father’s funeral, my daughter was discharged from the hospital and she would not go to school, and her stomach pains continued. After staying at home for a while, she insisted on suspending schooling, and she wouldn’t listen to our advice at all. At the beginning, she was able to study at home, but gradually she didn’t like being at home. She went to the park, the bookstore, and then she didn’t want to come home even after dark. She didn’t answer my phone.

My daughter has changed. What happened? Previously, when I was working, she was able to help to take care of my father, but now she became unintelligent. When I criticized her with a few words, she began to curse me and smash things. Is this still the good daughter I had before? Later, she did not stay at home during the day and did not sleep at night. She sometimes read books, sometimes played with her cell phone, and sometimes went to the toilet every now and then, which caused me and my husband to hang on and not dare fall asleep. My husband got better than before, but the child suffered a similar problem in turn. What happened after all? During that period of time, living was really worse than death for me. Meanwhile, we asked for help from a few witches, and all they said was that it was because of the souls of her grandparents. Each time we spent a lot of money and did according to what they instructed, which did not get her better, but her spiritual status got even worse.

In April 2018, we hoaxed the child to a hospital in Shandong to see the doctor. She was diagnosed with major depressive disorder, and hospitalized >2 months, and her condition was stabilized. After being discharged from the hospital, she had to take a large handful of Western medicines three times a day, which made her silly, and she had to go to the hospital for regular checkups. I once asked the doctor, “When my daughter gets well, she will not miss school, right?” The doctor’s answer overwhelmed me with sorrow: “Your daughter will need to take medication to control her symptoms all her life.” It’s good enough for her if she doesn’t go to the garbage can to pick up food. Don’t expect her to sit in the classroom studying.” The side effects of Western medicine made my daughter’s weight skyrocket from 45 to 65 kilograms, and her eyes were dull. I was so sad! How can a good child become like this? How can I live? What is it on Earth? I was cornered. I started surfing online for beneficial herbal medicines and tried several different herbal medicines in the meantime. I gradually reduced her Western medicine doses aiming at stopping Western medicine before she returned to school.

In January 2019, after she returned to high school, she often asked her teacher for leave. She was not feeling well here today and she was not feeling well there tomorrow. Every now and then she would lose her temper, crying and screaming, sometimes suddenly pinching my neck, and saying “You killed my grandfather”. In the meantime, I took her to visit a witch to seek help, and the witch still insisted on saying that the child’s illness was caused by her grandparents’ suicide.

In September 2019, less than a month after the open day of the high school sophomore, she stopped going to school, lying in bed all day. We had nowhere to turn for help! When I was at my wit’s end, I thought of Buddhist practitioner Zhang who had introduced me Guan Yin Citta Dharma Door before. I didn’t take it seriously initially. In book one of Buddhism in Plain Terms, the Master said, “When a person is in utmost pain and helpless, Dharma has already entered his heart. That is why when a person experiences the most suffering, he can also believe in Buddha the most. When a person is desperate, he can let go at once. When a person suffers the most, it hurts the most. Only when the pain reaches his inner nature, can his true Buddha nature come out, and can he accept the true Dharma.”

At that time, I was extremely pessimistic so I contacted Practitioner Zhang with a last ray of hope. I wanted to set up a Buddha altar at home and recited the Little Houses to save my daughter. On November 6, 2019, with the help of a few Buddhist practitioners, I finally invited Guan Yin Bodhisattva into my house. The Greatly Merciful and Greatly Compassionate Guan Yin Bodhisattva did not give up on such a sinful woman as me. I immediately made 5 great vows:

1. Become a vegetarian for life.

2. Help my daughter’s karmic creditors with 1,300 Little Houses (later, it was increased up to 2,000).

3. Release 20,000 fish (late, it was increased to 100,000).

4. After recovery, I will convince sentient beings to practice Buddhism using my experiences.

5. Respect the teacher and respect his teachings; devote myself to one Buddhist practice, and never quit; cultivate my mind and behaviour diligently by following Guan Yin Bodhisattva and Master Lu.

A month after setting up the Buddha altar, the spirit occupying my daughter spoke: “I was supposed to take off 4 lives of your family: the 2 lives of your elder, the life of your child, and the life of your child’s dad. But your child’s dad is bad-tempered. Now, I only take off 3 lives, just take the child away.” I suddenly understood. From the death of the child’s grandparents to the abnormal behavior of the child’s father, and to what happened to the child in the past few years, they were all for the same reason. Over 20 years ago, the child’s grandfather encountered an injured old turtle on his way home from field work. He took it home. He cooked it and ate it (a story by the child’s grandmother before). Karmic retribution is inescapable, and killing karma harms three generations.

In the following several months, my child suffered a lot. She cut her wrists with a knife; strangled her neck with a silk scarf; stepped on a stool to attempt to jump off a building; and hit her head against the wall. The spirits dictated the child to go buy pesticides. She was completely controlled by spirits. One of the oil lamps on the Buddhist altar was broken by her, and Buddhist scriptures were torn up by her. After her father went to work, I was on tenterhooks, not knowing what unexpected things would happen. I knelt down in front of the Buddha’s altar and cried every day, praying Bodhisattva to give me some time to recite Buddhist scriptures to pay off my daughter’s debts. Life was so hard! To pass a day as if it were a year, and my time was counted in seconds! How can I live like this? Gratitude to my fellow practitioners for encouraging me again and again. Buddha and Bodhisattva do not alter sentient beings’ cause and effect. Only by gritting my teeth and keeping on reciting Buddhist scriptures and Little Houses, can Bodhisattva save the child. Looking back over the past few years, she saw a number of witches, and attended many sessions of psychological counseling, while I also participated in Chinese medicine training and family education training, and spent 200,000 CNY (approximately US $31,000), but none of these really worked. By then, it was clear that reciting the Little Houses was the only way to save my child. Only through repenting of sins, repaying debts, and untying the knots of old grievances could her health be recovered!

If one’s thoughts are sincere, the Buddha has a response. When I recited over 500 Little Houses, changes occurred to my daughter step by step: from the initial unconscious to watching TV day and night, to applying eye drops multiple times per day (the spirit said, make the child blind by watching too much stuff), to reading some short novels, and then to reading high school books, and finally the spirit’s voice was gradually inaudible. The time of the sophomore year had passed like this, and after the start of the Senior year, she did not go to school one time.

Remain steadfast in cultivating without expecting anything in return. With the number of Little Houses paid to her karmic creditor increasing, my daughter gradually returned to normal in all aspects and she was able to study at home with peace of mind. She successfully took the English listening test for the National Higher Education Entrance Examination on January 8, 2021. The full score for this test is 30 points. My daughter achieved 25.5 points with the blessing of Guan Yin Bodhisattva. She also passed the qualifying exam. She joined a special tutoring class on January 19, 2021. She started going over the missed classes from her Freshman year of high school until the National Higher Education Entrance Examination. I am grateful to Greatly Merciful and Greatly Compassionate Guan Yin Bodhisattva, to Dharma Protectors, to my benefactor and benevolent father Master Jun Hong Lu, and to all the fellow practitioners who have helped me! Your blessing and support let a not fully diligent me, save my child again, and save my family successfully. In addition to being grateful, be grateful.

Dear fellow practitioners, we must be diligent! Guan Yin Bodhisattva has been always helping us and bears a lot of karma for us, although we don’t know it. The behavior of the child’s father is normal now, and the child has stopped taking any medication (such as Sertraline, Quetiapine, Alprazolam, and Lorazepam). I am also grateful to Bodhisattva for rewarding me with a happy family, and for allowing me to access Guan Yin Citta Dharma Door to understand karma. In the Age of Dharma Decline, retribution is so fast. On the way to Guan Yin Citta Pure Land, Greatly Merciful and Greatly Compassionate Guan Yin Bodhisattva is our only and greatest reliance! For the rest of my life, I will tightly follow the footsteps of Guan Yin Bodhisattva and Master Lu, and be one of the hands and eyes of Guan Yin Bodhisattva to liberate more people from suffering. 

I also hope that through my presentation, more people will respectfully pick up Buddhist scriptures to recite and practise Buddhism as soon as possible. Additionally, I hope my lesson will help my fellow practitioners to take fewer detours or not take detours at all. By practising the four golden Buddhist practices: making wows, performing life liberation, reciting Buddhist scriptures, and reading Buddhism in Plain Terms, to change your and your family’s destiny. I wish my experience will let more people know that the consequences of killing are so great, and thus more and more people will become vegetarian soon!

My deepest gratitude to the Greatly Merciful and Greatly Compassionate Guan Yin Bodhisattva! 

My deepest gratitude to all Buddhas and Bodhisattvas from ten directions and three periods of time! My deepest gratitude to the Dharma protectors! My deepest gratitude to the selfless and altruistic Master Jun Hong Lu!

If there is anything that is not rational or in line with the truth in the presentation, I’d like to seek forgiveness from the Greatly Merciful and Greatly Compassionate Guan Yin Bodhisattva, all Buddhas and Bodhisattvas, Dharma protectors, Master Jun Hong Lu. 

I’d also like to seek forgiveness from my fellow Buddhist practitioners.

I, not my fellow practitioners, will be responsible for my own karma!

Presenter: Dharma Practitioner Yuan, Gratitude and Namaste!

Translator: Frank

Statement by Translator

1. The story was translated from Chinese into English by meaning, not word by word. If there is anything that is not rational or in line with the true meaning of the Chinese version, I’d like to seek forgiveness from the Greatly Merciful and Greatly Compassionate Guan Yin Bodhisattva, all Buddhas and Bodhisattvas, Dharma protectors and Master Jun Hong Lu.  

2. Author Yuan was interviewed by Frank during the translation for detailed information.

Please kindly forward this article to those under sufferance from depression 

According to the information from WHO released on Sept. 13, 2021, depression is a common mental disorder. Globally, it is estimated that 5.0% of adults suffer from depression. Approximately 280 million people in the world have depression. Depression is a leading cause of disability worldwide and is a major contributor to the overall global burden of disease. Depression can lead to suicide. Over 700,000 people die due to suicide every year. Suicide is the fourth leading cause of death in 15-29-year-olds.

Although medication has a certain effect on relieving the symptoms of depression, it cannot be eradicated because the medical community has not yet been able to find the real cause of depression.

Forward this article to anyone, no matter whether he/she is suffering from depression or not, you will accumulate immeasurable merits and virtues.

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心灵法门救度了我重度抑郁的女儿——心灵法门网友反馈

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大家好，我是来自山东的袁同修。今天我和大家分享，学心灵法门以来，我重度抑郁的女儿痊愈了，还可以去上学了。心灵法门救度了我家三代人。我今天为了广结善缘，广度有缘，现身说法，希望能度化到更多的有缘众生学佛念经，请观世音菩萨慈悲保佑。

2012年3月10日的那天，我在下夜班回家的路上，先生打电话让我马上回老家，我预感不是好事。公公得病半年了，医院诊断为焦虑症、抑郁症。我赶到老家时，村里人告诉我，公公婆婆都跳水了。天哪！这怎么可能？结婚十几年来，公公婆婆一直视我们三口人为他们的宝贝，对待我比对待先生的两个姐姐还要亲。我们还没来得及尽孝。待跑到水库边，我见到的是两具尸体……晴天霹雳啊！

处理好公公婆婆的后事，我们三口回了家。接下来的日子，先生开始不爱说话，发展到在家发无名火，再后来开始摔东西，家里的盘碗不知道摔了多少。刚开始时，我理解他是因为失去了双亲，承受不了，无处发泄。可是一直这样，什么人受得了啊？那时候就盼着女儿考上大学，我带女儿离开先生。

终于盼到了2017年夏天，女儿如愿考上了当地最好的高中。虽然那几年家庭环境不好，但女儿从小肯学，所以中考成绩671分，还是很理想的。高一开学不久，女儿经常胃不舒服，后来住院治疗。当时正赶上我父亲去世，那段日子没有时间陪伴孩子，处理完父亲的后事，女儿出院后说什么也不去上学了，而且持续胃痛。在家一段时间后，非要办休学，任凭怎么劝她都听不进去。无奈之下办理了休学，刚开始还能在家学习，渐渐地不喜欢在家，去公园，去书店，再后来天黑了也不愿意回家，打电话也不接。

女儿变了，这到底是怎么回事？之前我上班的时候，懂事的女儿还能够帮忙照顾我父亲，现在父亲去世了，我退休了，女儿变得不懂事了。再后来我稍微说几句，孩子就开始骂人、摔东西，这还是我之前那个乖女儿吗？再后来白天不在家，晚上不睡觉，有时候看书，有时候玩手机，有时候隔一会儿上一趟厕所，弄得我和先生悬着心，不敢睡着。先生比之前好多了，孩子又这样子了，这到底是为什么？那段时间真的是生不如死，期间找过N个通灵人，都说因为孩子爷爷奶奶的原因，每次花不少钱按照他们说的去办，孩子不但不见好转，反而愈加厉害。

万般无奈之下，2018年4月份，我们把孩子骗到山东某医院，医院诊断孩子为重度抑郁症，住院治疗两个多月，孩子病情稳住了，便申请出院了。出院后，每日三餐孩子都要吃一大把西药，把人吃得傻傻的，还要定期去医院检查。我曾经问过医生，我的女儿病好后，不会耽误学业吧？医生的回答让我痛不欲生：“你的女儿以后都需要吃药控制，不去垃圾桶捡吃的就不错了，别指望学业了。”西药的副作用让女儿体重从90斤暴增到130斤，两眼呆滞。我真是痛心啊！好好的一个孩子怎么变成这样子，让我怎么活？这到底是为什么？我走投无路。我开始在上网查，寻找好的中药，其间换过几次不同的中药，逐渐把西药减量，争取在孩子回校前把西药停掉。

盼到2019年1月份，孩子重新回到高一后，经常请假，今天这里不舒服，明天那里不舒服，隔段时间就大发脾气，又哭又叫，有时候突然掐我脖子，嘴里还说“是你把我爷爷害死的”。其间又找通灵人给孩子治病，还是说这孩子的病是孩子爷爷奶奶自杀造成的。

到了2019年9月份，高二开学后，孩子在校时间不到一个月就再也不去了，整天在家躺着。我们真是叫天天不应，叫地地不灵！走投无路之时，我想到之前张师兄给我介绍过心灵法门，那时候没认真学习，没当回事！师父在《白话佛法》第一册37篇中说“当人最痛苦最无助的时候，佛法就已经进入你的心中了，就是说为什么当一个人最苦的时候，也是最能信佛的时候。这个人最困苦的时候，绝望的时候，才能一下子放下。因为当一个人最苦的时候，是那种最痛心的苦，痛到了他的本性之后，他真正的佛性才能出来，才能接受真正的佛法。”

那时候的我已经没有任何办法，万念俱灰，抱着最后一线希望联系了张师兄。我想设佛台、念小房子救我的女儿。2019年11月6日，在师兄们的帮助下，终于把观世音菩萨请进了家，大慈大悲救苦救难广大灵感观世音菩萨没有放弃这样一个罪孽深重的我。

我立即许愿了五个大愿：

(1) 终生吃全素，

(2) 帮助孩子的要经者念诵1300张小房子（后来增加到2000张），

(3) 放生2万条鱼（后来增加到10万），

(4) 孩子好了以后现身说法，

(5) 尊师重道，一门精进，永不退转，一定跟着观世音菩萨和师父好好地精进，好好地修行。

设佛台一个月后，女儿身上的灵性说话了：“我要了你家老的命，还要你家小的命，我本来准备要四条命的，孩子爸爸脾气不好，就要三条，把孩子带走就行了。”我一下子明白了，从孩子爷爷奶奶去世，到孩子爸爸这几年的变化，再到孩子身上所发生的一切，全部都是一个原因。二十多年前，孩子爷爷干活回家的路上捡到一只受伤的老鳖，回家后煮着吃了（这事之前孩子奶奶曾经说过）。因果报应，丝豪不爽，杀业报三代。

接下来的几个月里，我的孩子受尽了折磨，孩子用小刀割腕，用丝巾勒脖子，踩凳子要跳楼，用头撞墙。灵性让孩子去买农药。孩子整个被灵性控制住了。佛台上的油灯给打碎了一盏，经书也撕了。孩子爸爸上班后，我就提心吊胆的，不知道还会发生什么意想不到的事情。我天天上香就跪在佛台前哭，给我点时间，让我念经还债。生活真难啊！真是度日如年，难得要用秒计算！这样的日子怎么过？非常感谢师兄们一次次鼓励我，菩萨不动因果，只有咬牙坚持，念经念小房子，才能真正地救孩子。想想这几年，找过N个通灵人，也给孩子做过多次心理辅导，我也参加过中医培训和家庭教育培训，二十多万都花完了，真的没有什么效果。只有念小房子才能救孩子，只有通过佛法忏悔、还债、化解冤结来解决啊！

人有诚心，佛有感应。当我念到500多张小房子的时候，女儿从一开始的昏迷不醒，到后来的从早到晚看电视，每天多次抹眼药水（灵性说让孩子把眼看瞎），到后来看些小小说，再到后来开始看高中的书，灵性的声音也逐渐听不到了。高二就这样过去了，高三开学后，女儿没有去学校上过一次课。

只管耕耘，不问收获。随着小房子数量的增加，女儿各方面逐渐恢复正常，能在家安心学习，顺利参加了2021年1月8日的高考英语听力考试，满分30分，在观世音菩萨的加持下，女儿考了25.5分，还顺利通过合格考。孩子从2021年1月19日开始，加入了一个专门辅导班，从高一的课程开始辅导一直到高考。感恩南无大慈大悲救苦救难广大灵感观世音菩萨，感恩龙天护法菩萨，感恩恩师慈父卢军宏台长，感恩所有帮助过我的师兄们！让一个不够精进的我，重新救回了一个正常的孩子，一个完整的家，除了感恩，还是感恩。

师兄们，我们一定要精进啊！观世音菩萨为我们付出，为我们承受了很多业障，只是我们不知道而已。孩子的爸爸现在一切恢复正常了，孩子早已经停止了服用任何药物，例如盐酸舍曲林，喹硫平，阿普唑仑，劳拉西泮。感恩菩萨还我们三口一个幸福之家，让我走进了心灵法门，懂得了因果。末法时期，报应如此之快，通往心灵净土的前行路上，观世音菩萨才是我们最大的依靠！余生我会跟随观世音菩萨和师父的脚步，做观世音菩萨的千手千眼，去救度更多的有缘众生。也希望通过我的分享，让更多的人早日捧起经书学佛念经。而且通过我的分享，希望同修们能够少走弯路，不走弯路。通过学佛念经，运用我们的“四大法宝”：许愿、放生、念经，看《白话佛法》，改变您和家族的命运。让更多的人知道杀生的果报如此之大，让更多的人早日吃素！

感恩大慈大悲救苦救难广大灵感观世音菩萨！感恩十方三世一切诸佛菩萨！感恩无我利他恩师慈父！感恩龙天护法菩萨！感恩师兄们！

以上分享如有，不如理不如法之处，祈求大慈大悲观世音菩萨慈悲原谅！祈求三世一切诸佛菩萨慈悲原谅！祈求护法神菩萨慈悲原谅！

我自己的业自己背，不让师兄们背。

分享人：袁同修 感恩合十

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根据世界卫生组织 2021 年 9 月 13 日发布的信息，抑郁症是一种常见的精神疾病。在全球范围内，估计有 5.0% 的成年人患有抑郁症。全世界约有 2.8 亿人患有抑郁症。抑郁症是世界范围内导致残疾的主要原因，并且也是造成全球总体疾病负担的主要因素。抑郁症会导致自杀。每年有超过 700,000 人死于自杀。自杀是 15-29 岁人群的第四大死因。

尽管药物控制对缓解抑郁症症状有一定效果，但是无法根除，因为医学界至今没能找到抑郁症发病的真正原因。

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