A leukemic obstetrician and gynecologist’s self-redemption journey (白血病)

Leukemia is the 15th most commonly diagnosed cancer and the 11th leading cause of cancer death worldwide [1]. Chronic myelogenous leukemia (CML) is a disease in which the bone marrow makes too many white blood cells. Treatment, using the most advanced medications, provides patients with CML a 5-year overall survival rate, between 57–61% [2]. The underlying causes that result in leukemia are not scientifically clear. However, to the Dharma eye of Master Lu, any type of cancer is a spiritual disease resulting from the onset of karma. Only when spirits are ascended, can cancer be completely cured. For example, even if a tumor is removed by surgery or bone marrow is transplanted, cancer may come back or appear somewhere else. This is because (1) spirits are movable and (2) debts to spirits are not paid off completely. Certainly, surgery, chemotherapy and radiation therapy can remove partial karma but these medical practices are awful punishment to the body.

Patient Xiao, female, 39 (2008), college degree, Hunan Province, China

I was born in a rural area and, as a child, had killed small animals. My father killed pigs when he was young. In 2005, my family purchased a mahjong machine. For a year I invited colleagues and friends to play mahjong and gamble at my home.

I graduated from junior college in 1990, with a major in Chinese medicine. After graduation, I studied obstetrics and gynecology, specializing in abortion and induction of labor for 1 year. After that, I joined the workforce in gynecology, specializing in abortions. I am proud of the skillful expertise which I have gained during the past 18 years of practice. One day, I conducted 3 abortions without any medical incident.

In September 2008, at the age of 39, due to a sudden onset of CML I was admitted to the best hospital in Hunan Province, China. Tests showed that my blood leukocytes were >20,000, and platelets >800. I was also positive for chromosomes and fusion genes. After 3 days of chemotherapy as prescribed by the doctor, I was weak and limp, and I felt I was dying. During this treatment process, the doctor sent two notices of my critical state to my family members. After a slight improvement, I was transferred to the hematology department. At that time, my immune system was extremely weak and unfortunately, I contracted a hemorrhoid infection, which was unbearably painful. Despite applying the best antibiotic, the effect was little and lasted for over 10 days. I didn’t eat even a grain of rice, and I lost more than 4.5 kilograms! I felt I was in hell, really suffering all the time!

Later on, I went to Peking University People’s Hospital, the most advanced hospital in China for hematology treatment. The most authoritative hematologist in China believed that I had to have a bone marrow transplant, otherwise, my life expectancy would be 3 years at most. Unfortunately, although I have 5 siblings, no one matched my bone marrow stem cells.

One night in May 2012, a neighbor visited me. She advised me to search for Master Jun Hong Lu online, who is really a great gentleman! Once I opened the programs sponsored by Master Lu, who is viewing a totem, I could not shut it down. I watched the programs for 4 whole hours! I was entirely overwhelmed by Mater Lu’s great magic power and his vast compassion! It was like a strong light illuminating my heart. This was the time I thought I was really saved!

The next day, I immediately plunged into the act of self-salvation by reciting the Buddhist scriptures and the Little Houses. According to the 3 great gems of Dharma, making vows, reciting the Buddhist scriptures, and liberating the lives. I performed all of them. My daily assignment consisted of reciting Great Compassion Mantra, Heart Sutra, Mantra to Untie Karmic Knots, Cundi Dharani, Amitabha Pure Land Rebirth Mantra, Xiao Zai Ji Xiang Shen Zhou, all 49 times, and Eighty-eight Buddhas Great Repentance 7 times.

After liberating over 2,000 black fish and repaying my karmic creditors 49 Little Houses, I felt a great sense of relief and energy, which I had not experienced in years. I was convinced that Guan Yin Bodhisattva was saving me, and I was confident I would be able to survive!

In 2013, after the Hong Kong Dharma Convention, I made the vow to release 100,000 fish in 3 years. As a matter of fact, I finished releasing them in just a bit over 1 year.

After studying Buddhism, I realized that my leukemia was the result of killing! At that time, when I closed my eyes, I felt that there were countless children crying around my house. This feeling lasted for several months. If I had not studied Buddhism, I would not have thought that this was karma. I deeply repented and was apologetic for the children I have killed!

I strongly advise my fellow ladies of childbearing age to never have an abortion. Children are not born without a cause, and they come to you to be born alive, not to die.

One day in May 2015, when I was 46 years old, my back suddenly started to hurt so badly that it felt like pins and needles. I couldn’t move, my breathing deteriorated, and I couldn’t sleep for 2 nights straight. I went to the room where the Buddhist altar was to light incense and prayed to Bodhisattva. I made the following 2 vows:

1. Release 10,000 fish in six months.

2. Cover the cost of printing Buddhist scriptures, a value of 10,000 CNY (~$1,572).

After making these 2 vows, I felt something jump on my back and the tingling got better. I visited the doctor who said that there was a cloud of black gas in my lungs, but not to worry because it was not malignant. After I went home, I hurriedly vowed two sets of 21 Little Houses for my karmic creditors. Since then, I have had no more physical discomfort. Thanks to Bodhisattva for helping me to get through this 369 calamity!

In October 2015, again, I vowed to complete the release of 100,000 fish within 10 years. This is nearly completed and I have recited about 3,000 Little Houses for my creditor.

Many of the patients who were sick at the same time as me, with conditions not as serious as mine, were not lucky to encounter the Dharma and passed away one after another. Although some of them did receive bone marrow transplants, those were not able to sustain their lives. Contrary to them, I did not receive a bone marrow transplant, but my life was saved by practicing the 3 golden Buddhism practices. This completely destroyed the doctor’s prediction that I would only live for 3 years at most.

In August 2016, in a Dharma convention held at the Guan Yin Hall, I made 2 big vows:

1. Recite 3,000 Little Houses for my karmic creditors within 2 years.

2. Convince 3,000 people to practice Buddhism within 2 years.

I’m taking all the time I can to recite the Little House every day, and I am full of Dharma joy! My husband even dreamed that the first, second and third floor of my home were full of Bodhisattvas!

I have never been hospitalized since I started practicing Dharma. I went to the hospital in Beijing for checkups 4 times a year, then 2 times a year, and now 1 time a year. On March 8, 2021, all the indicators changed from abnormal to normal except for the fusion gene that is still positive (0.029), but no longer a problem.

I am infinitely grateful to the Great Compassionate Guan Yin Bodhisattva. I swear that as long as I live, I will propagate the Guan Yin Citta Dharma Door to sentient beings. I will follow Master Lu’s steps to promote the Dharma, to help all beings understand cause and effect, to understand the Dharma, to get rid of illness, to drive away worries, to purify the mind and to find their inner Buddha nature!

Presenter: Buddhist practitioner Xiao, Gratitude and Namaste!

Translator: Frank

Received: 2021–08–29

Posted: 2023–07–12

REFERENCES

[1] Varun L., Alex S. 2021. Leukemia. StatPearls. PMID: 32809325 Bookshelf ID: NBK560490

[2] Zachariah DeFilipp et al. 2020. Maintenance Tyrosine Kinase Inhibitors Following Allogeneic Hematopoietic Stem Cell Transplantation for Chronic Myelogenous Leukemia: A Center for International Blood and Marrow Transplant Research Study. Biol Blood Marrow Transplant 2020:26(3): 472–479

Statement by translator

1. The story was translated from Chinese into English by meaning, not word by word. If there is anything that is not rational or in line with the true meaning of the Chinese version, I’d like to seek forgiveness from the Greatly Merciful and Greatly Compassionate Guan Yin Bodhisattva, all Buddhas and Bodhisattvas, Dharma protectors and Master Jun Hong Lu.

2. Author Xiao was directly interviewed by Frank during the translation for the detailed information.

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原文如下:

一位患白血病妇产科医生的自我救赎历程

我是来自湖南的佛友,曾是一名慢粒白血病患者,是大慈大悲的观世音菩萨和恩师卢台长把我从死神手中夺回来!

我出生在农村,小时候,有过杀小动物的行为。我的父亲年轻时杀过猪。2005年,我家里买了一台麻将机。我邀请同事和朋友一起打了一年的麻将,并利用麻将赌博。

我的专业是学中医的。1990年,我中专毕业。毕业后,我进修妇产科,专做人流和引产手术一年。之后,我参加工作从事妇科,还是专做人流手术。从业18年来,我为自己娴熟的专业技术而自豪。曾经有一天,我做过3台人流手术,没有出过医疗事故。

2008年9月,39岁,我突发慢性粒细胞白血病住进湖南省最好的医院。诊断结果显示,我的血液白细胞增加到2万多,血小板高到800多,染色体、融合基因都呈阳性。按医嘱化疗三天后,导致我浑身瘫软无力,整个人像死了一样。医院下了两次病危通知书。稍有好转后,我被转入了血液科。此时,我的免疫力极其低下,不幸,发生了痔疮感染,痛苦不堪,生不如死,尽管用上了最好的抗生素都效果甚微。持续十几天,粒米未进,人瘦了十几斤!我如同身在地狱,真是时刻都备受煎熬!

后来,我去了国内最好的治疗血液病的北大人民医院。国内最权威血液科专家认为,我必须做骨髓移植,否则,顶多能活三年。遗憾的是,我虽有兄弟姐妹5人,却无人与我骨髓匹配。我感到未来一片灰暗,死神彷佛随时会将我带走……

2012年5月的一个晚上,邻居来我家串门,向我介绍说,有一位卢台长,很厉害!她让我上网搜一下。打开卢台长看图腾的节目,我一看就是整整四个小时!台长的大神通、大慈悲让我无比震撼!如同一道强烈的光芒照亮了我的心!这次,我想我真的有救了!

第二天,我就开始念经、念小房子了。按照心灵法门的三大法宝,念经、许愿、放生,一一照做。我每天的功课是《大悲咒》,《心经》,《解结咒》,《准提神咒》,《往生咒》,《消灾吉祥神咒》均49遍,《礼佛大忓悔文》7遍。

当我放生了2000多条黑鱼,烧送了第一波49张小房子之后,身体顿感无比轻松,人也有了精气神,这是患病几年来从未有过的!我深信是大慈大悲的观世音菩萨妈妈在救我,绝处逢生的我有了信心!

2013年,香港法会结束后,我许愿:

放生10万条鱼,3年内放完。实际上,我仅用一年多时间就放完了。

学佛之后,幡然醒悟,我得此病就是由于我杀生而导致的果报!那时,我只要闭上眼睛,就感觉有无数的孩子在我家周围哭泣,这种感觉持续了几个月。如果不是学佛,我根本想不到这是因果报应。在此,我深深忏悔,我对不起被我打死的孩子们!

我奉劝女性同胞们,千万不要堕胎,孩子都是无缘不来,人身难得,他们是来投生的,不是来投死的啊!

2015年5月的一天,背部突然好痛像针扎一样的难受,不能动,呼吸加重,两个晚上不能睡,自己感觉很不好,我就去佛堂上香求菩萨。我许愿:

1. 半年放生一万条鱼。

2. 助印一万元经书。

许愿后,感觉背部刺痛处有什么东西跳了一下就好多了。医生检查说,肺部有一团黑气,但是不要紧,不是恶性的。我回来赶紧许愿了两拨21张小房子,此后,身体就再也没有不适了。感恩菩萨妈妈帮我度过一劫!

2015年10月,我再次许愿:

放生第二个10万条鱼,10年完成(目前,已经差不多放完了)。

看着鱼儿欢快的跳跃水中,我也时常感动的泪流满面。佛说,六道众生,无始劫来,都曾做过我们的父母啊!每次放生有人围观,我就现身说法,劝人莫杀生,要食素,给有缘人结缘法宝,播下菩提善种。

截止2015年10月,我念了大约3千张小房子。跟我同期生病的很多病友,尽管他们的病情没有我的严重,但是,他们没有闻到佛法,一个个相继已撒手人寰。有些病友还做了骨髓移植手术,也没能延续生命。我没有做骨髓移植手术,而是通过心灵法门三大法宝“许愿、念经、放生”,来救度自己,完全打破了医生说我最多只能活三年的预言。

2016年8月,我在法会观音堂许下大愿:

1. 两年之内再念诵3000张小房子,

2. 两年之内度3000个人!

我每天都在利用一切的时间念经念小房子,法喜充满!我先生还梦到我家一楼二楼三楼全是菩萨!

2014年的香港法会,我光荣地拜师了。看着师父弘法足迹的短片,我泪如泉涌!心中无比的感恩。我本是一个带罪之身将死之人,蒙佛之恩,不但保住性命,还能在天上拥有一朵属于自己的莲花。我暗下决心,我要多做法会的义工,从此跟随师父坚定的弘法利生,救度那些和我一样在苦海中挣扎的迷茫众生!此时我竟然看到短片里的观世音菩萨妈妈对我眨眨眼睛笑了!

我发愿一定要一世修成,跟着观世音菩萨到极乐世界去!

2013年至今,我已参加了7次台长师父的法会,5次做了义工。我被恩师舍命弘法、救度众生的大菩萨慈悲精神所感动:今年2月印尼法会期间,师父说,现在被心灵法门救好的绝症患者都可以开一个万人法会了!是啊,我就是那幸运的万人之一!一花独放不是春,万花齐放春满园!

自从修了心灵法门之后,我再也没有住过院。去北京医院检查也从一年4次、一年2次,到现在的一年1次。当年不正常的指标基本都正常了。2021年3月8日诊断,只有一项融合基因没有转阴,指标是0.029,已无大碍。是心灵法门,让我从一个白血病患者,逐渐恢复了到正常人。无限感恩大慈大悲观世音菩萨。弟子肖爱民在此发愿,只要我活着一天,我就要弘法度人一天!跟随师父弘扬心灵法门,广度有缘,帮助众生明因果,懂法理,除病痛,驱烦恼,净化心灵,找回佛性!

感恩南无大慈大悲的观世音菩萨!

感恩龙天护法菩萨!

感恩大慈大悲的恩师卢军宏台台!菩萨!感恩大慈大悲卢军宏师父!

感恩大家!

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