Gratitude to the Greatly Merciful and Greatly Compassionate Guan Yin Bodhisattva!
Gratitude to all Buddhas and Bodhisattvas from ten directions and three periods of time!
Gratitude to the Dharma protectors!
Gratitude to the Greatly Merciful and Greatly Compassionate, selfless and beloved Master Jun Hong Lu!
Hello everyone, I am Guilian from Beijing, China.
I have been practicing Guan Yin Citta Dharma Door for half a year, and I am grateful for the opportunity to share my Buddhism experience here. Everything I say in sharing today is true. If there is anything that is not rational or in line with the truth in the presentation, I’d like to seek forgiveness from the Greatly Merciful and Greatly Compassionate Guan Yin Bodhisattva, and Dharma protectors. I’d like to seek correction from my fellow practitioners. Gratitude!
The topic I am sharing today is: Mental disorder daughter ended 7-year affliction via Buddhism
My daughter is 33 years old. When she was 26 years old, she started not speaking to others, staying at home all day, neither going out nor communicating with her family. She played with her computer and cell phone every day by herself. Talked to her, she did not respond, or she fussed with me and argued with me.
As her mother, I didn’t understand how she could be like that when other people’s children were happily working and living. But at that time, I didn’t bother with her. In fact, she didn’t call us mom and dad and didn’t speak to us for a long time before that. We were used to her being in this state. In retrospect, it is more likely that we were too ignorant than careless as parents.
Later on, we noticed that she was getting out of sorts. Her eyes were usually straight and she talked in a daze. It was only then that we realized there might be something wrong with her. The doctor finally confirmed she was depressed and needed hospitalization. We took her to a psychiatric hospital. We hoped she would recover and become a normal child under the doctors’ treatment.
In the 7 years from the age of 26 to the present age of 33, she was hospitalized 3 times. After she was admitted to the hospital, I realized that entering the hospital was like entering a bottomless pit of money. It cost a lot of money, but in return, she became sicker and sicker every time, which made us disappointed.
The reason for the 2nd hospitalization was that she jumped on the bed at home, just like dancing. It was not an exaggeration to say that she could go for more than 10 hours without stopping, not tired. As her mother, I was watching the images that had only been seen in movies before, unfolding before my eyes. Tears of distress welled up in my eyes, but I couldn’t do anything about it.
The third hospitalization was in late November 2016. This time her fussiness was even more outrageous. She did not eat or drink for 8 days and nights without closing her eyes. At home, she kept talking to herself and saying things people could not understand. Sometimes she didn’t recognize me and her father. She quarreled with me for no reason, and hit her father with a slipper, and also hit me. She was so strong that when she broke out, we couldn’t control her. As a result, I had no choice but to send her back to the hospital.
It was so close to collapse that I did not know how long this life would last. Sometimes I was tired, I couldn’t think clearly, I wanted to die, and then I would not need to care about anything. I thought my death might be better for the child’s condition.
During this period I asked around for ways to cure this disease. I travelled to various hospitals and visited various people, but nothing worked out. I heard others say that the child’s condition may be related to spirits. I searched around looking for folklore figures to find a witch, someone, or something to treat the child, but no luck.
When I was at my wit’s end, I felt that I should set up a Buddhist altar for the Bodhisattva, so I set up one at home. When I heard others say that it was helpful to release lives, I chose to release lives. When others said it was beneficial to print Buddhist scriptures, I donated money to print Buddhist scriptures. All these clueless activities did not help her condition much.
At the end of December 2016, she was discharged from the hospital. She was still not normal, but not fussy anymore. She said she would not take medicine anymore. She herself knew that medicine had side effects and would not cure her illness. She understood for a while and was confused for a while. Upon understanding, she sat dumbly and did not say anything. When she was confused, she kept tossing and turning, saying things people didn’t understand.
Grateful to the Bodhisattva for Her compassion! After my child was discharged from the hospital for the third time, practitioner Bian introduced me to the Guan Yin Citta Dharma Door. He told me that I could save my daughter and my painful family through the three great Dharma treasures of Guan Yin Citta Dharma Door: making vows, reciting Buddhist scriptures, and releasing lives.
He also offered me Master Lu’s CDs. After watching the CDs, I felt saved at that time, and I saw light in my eyes and hope in my heart. Since then, the child hasn’t taken a single pill and is getting normal every day.
A month or so after I started reciting the Little House for her, her condition recurred and she had what Western doctors call hallucinations. She threw her pillow and blanket everywhere and would not get up from lying on the floor. In winter, the floor was cold, so we put a quilt on the floor for her to sleep on. She slept for days lying on the side of Buddha’s altar at home.
When I started reciting Buddhist scriptures, it was slow. I could only recite 2-3 Little Houses a day. For this reason, I woke up early and went to bed late in order to recite more Little Houses to her karmic creditors. She knew I recited the Little House to her and obstructed me, saying, “What Little House? I don’t want it”. I did not want to stimulate her, causing conflict with her, so I did not dare recite Buddhist scriptures at home. I carried blank Little Houses, walked outdoors to perform daily recitation and recite the Little House. I went to other people’s homes to draw red dots on the Little House. Although Beijing winters are cold, I walked on the street while reciting Buddhist scriptures. It was not until it was time to cook that I returned home to cook. I couldn’t tell you how I felt at that time. However, I firmly believed that Guan Yin Bodhisattva, who is our mother in Heaven, can help me, a child with heavy karma. No matter how many difficulties I encountered during this period, and how much grievance I suffered, I just had two words in mind: “keep on”.
The practitioner Bian extended a warm hand and offered me many recited Little Houses during this most difficult time in my life. It was literally offering charcoal to me in the snow. Guan Yin Citta Dharma Door practitioners are not family, but they are like family. I am grateful for Bian’s selfless help!
From March 2017 to now (July 2017), I have repaid >300 Little Houses to her creditors. The Little House is marvelous, and Guan Yin Citta Dharma Door is really efficacious. As a matter of fact, by the time a few dozen Little Houses were repaid, she could eat normally with us.
Master Lu has enlightened us that to treat the severe ill, one must make a great vow. I then made vows in front of the Guan Yin Bodhisattva that:
1. Repay small houses to the child’s creditors, within a specific time frame;
2. Release 20,000 fish for the child within 6 months;
3. After my child recovers, I will convince sentient beings to practice Buddhism using my experiences, so that more families who suffer the same problems as mine can be benefited.
4. I will distribute books and CDs to help more sentient beings understand and practice Guan Yin Citta Dharma Door.
I have enjoyed reading Buddhist books for years, and I know what karma is. The fact that my child was born into my family means she and I have an affinity. Having owed her debt in a previous life, I will willingly repay it in this life. I am grateful to my child. From her experience I can establish a connection with Guan Yin Citta Dharma Door.
As a result of studying Buddhism, we realized that we had made many mistakes in the past. For example, when my child was young, we would take her to the grave every Qingming Festival (Chinese people to show respect to their ancestors by cleaning their ancestors’ tombs and placing offerings.), thinking we could cultivate her filial piety. When the child’s grandfather died, we even took her to the crematorium. After learning about Guan Yin Citta Dharma Door, I realized that visiting to such a place with heavy Yin energy is harmful to the child. We were really foolish and ignorant.
Now my child works normally. On Mother’s Day this year (May 14, 2017), she happily gave me and her father a gift. I am so happy that the child who had been so responsible and considerate, helped us with laundry and cooking and cleaning, was always at the top of the class, and was so sensible in the village, was back.
When I think back to the 7 years of our family’s unbearable life, the mental torture, the painful hell, there are no words to accurately express our feelings. I am deeply grateful to the Greatly Merciful and Greatly Compassionate Guan Yin Bodhisattva. I am also grateful to our benefactor Master Jun Hong Lu. I am also grateful to all my family members who cared for and supported me. I am also grateful to my fellow practitioners!
Some time ago, with the help of practitioner Bian, practitioner Ding and other practitioners, I invited the Guan Yin Bodhisattva and all the Bodhisattvas of the Australia Oriental Media Buddhist Charity Association to my home and offer Bodhisattvas incense daily.
I would like to follow Master Lu for the rest of my life. I would like to practice Buddhism well and save more sentient beings, so that I can return my heavenly home and not suffer from reincarnation.
I sincerely hope my presentation can help parents and families like mine who are in deep pain and powerless. I hope that more sentient beings will take the path to Buddha’s liberation and be free from suffering as soon as possible. I sincerely tell those people who struggle with pain and trouble that Bodhisattva is real. As long as you truly pray and repent, Bodhisattva will definitely answer your requests. Bodhisattva says a child calls his mother, and his mother hears him.
Once again, gratitude to the Greatly Merciful and Greatly Compassionate Guan Yin Bodhisattva!
Gratitude to all Buddhas and Bodhisattvas from ten directions and three periods of time!
Gratitude to the Dharma protectors!
Gratitude to the selfless and beloved Master Jun Hong Lu!
Gratitude to all my fellow practitioners who have helped me with their care and support!
Thank you all!
Presenter: Dharma practitioner Guilian from Beijing
Translator: Frank
Posted: 2017-07-27
Website posted: Master Lu’s blog – Feedback from Guan Yin Citta Dharma Door’s audience
Statement by translator
The story was translated from Chinese into English by meaning, not word by word. If there is anything that is not rational or in line with the true meaning of the Chinese version, I’d like to seek forgiveness from the Greatly Merciful and Greatly Compassionate Guan Yin Bodhisattva, all Buddhas and Bodhisattvas, Dharma protectors and Master Jun Hong Lu.
Propagation
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原文如下:
一个神奇的法门,让患有七年精神分裂症的女儿神速好转
顶礼南无大慈大悲救苦救难广大灵感观世音菩萨!
顶礼十方三世一切诸佛菩萨!
顶礼龙天护法金刚菩萨!
顶礼大慈大悲、无我利他、舍命救众的恩师卢军宏台长!
各位师兄大家好,我是来自北京的桂莲。
我接触并学习心灵法门有半年了,感恩有机会在这里分享我自己的学佛经历。在我今天分享的过程中所言句句属实。如果有任何不如理不如法的地方,请大慈大悲的观世音菩萨原谅,请各位护法神原谅,请各位师兄批评指正。感恩!
今天我分享的题目是:一个神奇的法门,让患有七年精神分裂症的女儿神速好转
我的女儿今年三十三岁了,在她二十六岁那年,不跟别人讲话,整天在家里呆着,既不出门也不跟家人沟通讲话。只是自己每天玩电脑,玩手机。跟她说话,她也不回应。我主动跟她讲话,她还跟我急、跟我吵。
作为妈妈的我就很不理解,别人家的孩子都开开心心的工作生活,我自己的孩子怎么就这样了呢。但当时也没去管她。因为她在这之前的很长一段时间里,也不叫我们爸爸妈妈,也不跟我们讲话,我们都已经习惯了她的这种状态。现在想来,与其说我们做家长的太大意了,不如说我们实在是太无明无知了。
后来发现她越来越不对劲,平时眼神直勾勾的,说话犯愣。直到这时我们才意识到孩子可能有问题了。就带孩子去医院检查,医生最后确诊说孩子得的是抑郁症,需要住院治疗。我们把孩子送进了精神病医院。满心希望孩子在医院里医生的治疗下能够康复,成为一个正常的孩子。
然而从她二十六岁到现在三十三岁的七年时间里,一共住了三次医院,女儿住进了医院后,我这才知道,进了医院就像进了一个花钱的无底洞。花钱多不说,换来的却是孩子犯起病来一次比一次的严重,让我们做家长的失望极了。
第二次住院的原因是孩子在家里床上连蹦带跳,就像跳舞蹈一样,不夸张的说,她可以一直持续十几个小时不停止,还不知道累。作为孩子的妈妈,看着眼前发生的这一切,以前这些只有在电影里看到的画面,活生生的发生在自己女儿的身上了。心疼孩子却无能为力的泪水在眼睛里打转。
第三次住院是2016年11月底。这一次孩子闹腾的就更加离谱了,这次她是八天八夜没吃没喝没合眼。在家里不停的自言自语,说一些人听不懂的话。有时候不认识我和她爸爸。毫无理由的跟我吵架,拿拖鞋打她爸爸,也打我。她的力气大的惊人,犯起病来,我们根本就拉不住她。实在没有办法,只好又把她送进了医院。
我自己都快崩溃了,不知道这样生不如死的日子还要持续到什么时间才能结束。有时候我自己心累了,也想不开,就想一死了之,什么都不想管了。就想着死了或许就能对孩子的病情能好一些。
在这期间我四处打听能够治好这种病的方法,找了各种医院各种人,都没有解决问题。听别人讲孩子的这种情况可能与灵性有关系,就到处在民间找人找大仙之类的,给孩子治疗,但是也没有太好的效果。
我在走投无路的时候,冥冥之中感觉应该设一个佛台供菩萨,就设了佛台;又听别人说放生好,就去放生;别人说印经书好,就捐款印经书。但这样东听一下,西听一下,孩子的病也没有多大的改善。
2016年的12月底,孩子出院了,还是不太正常,但还好不闹腾了,只是她说什么也不再吃药了。她自己也知道是药三分毒,也解决不了她的问题。她一阵子明白,一阵子糊涂。明白的时候就不说话,呆呆的坐着。糊涂的时候就不停的折腾,说一些人听不懂的话。
感恩菩萨妈妈慈悲,在孩子第三次出院之后,边师兄向我介绍了心灵法门。告诉我通过心灵法门的三大法宝,许愿、念经、放生,可以救到我的女儿,救到我这个痛苦不堪的家。
他还给了我一些师父的光盘。看了师父的光盘后,当时就感觉自己有救了,眼里看到了光明,心中充满了希望。从那时到现在,孩子真的就没吃过一粒药,并且一天比一天的正常了。
学习心灵法门的路程也不是特别平坦的,在为孩子开始念诵小房子一个多月的时候,孩子病情有所反复,她出现了西医说的幻听。把枕头被子到处乱扔,在地上躺着不起来。冬天地上冰凉,我们心疼孩子就在地上铺上被子让她躺,她还在家里的佛台边躺着睡了好几天。
我刚开始念经慢,一天最多念出两三张小房子。我起早贪黑的念小房子给孩子的要经者,孩子知道我给她念小房子就阻挠我,说:“什么小房子,我不要”。我不想刺激她,跟她起冲突,就不敢在家里念经,只好把小房子放在身上,躲出去读功课念小房子,跑到别人家里去点小房子。北京的冬天挺冷的,我就在大街上边走边念经。一直到该做饭的时候我才回到家里去做饭。当时说不出心里的滋味,但我坚信观世音菩萨,她是我们天上的妈妈,她一定能帮到我这个业障深重的孩子。无论在这期间碰到多少困难,受到多大的委屈,我就两个字,那就是坚持。
在这个最困难的时候,边师兄伸出了他热情的手,结缘给了我很多小房子。真是雪中送炭啊。心灵法门的师兄们不是一家人,胜似一家人。真的感恩边师兄对我的无私帮助!
从2017年的3月份到现在,我一共给孩子的要经者烧送了三百多张小房子。小房子太好了,心灵法门实在是太灵验了。念到几十张的时候,孩子就能够和我们一起正常吃饭了。
师父说过,要想重病者痊愈,要发大愿。我就在观世音菩萨面前许愿:
1.给孩子要经者烧送一定数量的小房子,在多长时间之内完成。
2.给孩子放生两万条鱼,半年内完成。
3.孩子好了后,我自己现身说法,让更多像我有同样经历的家庭都能够受益。
4.发书发光盘,随缘度众,让更多的有缘众生了解学习心灵法门。
我很早以前就喜欢看佛书,懂得什么是因果。孩子能出生在我家里,说明她和我有缘分,是我前世欠他的,那我就心甘情愿的帮她还债。感恩我的孩子让我通过这样的机缘结识了心灵法门。
通过学习心灵法门,我们认识到以前很多做的不对的地方,如:孩子小时候,每到清明节,我们都会带她去上坟,以为是能培养孩子的孝心。孩子的爷爷去世的时候,还带她去了火葬场。学习心灵法门后才知道,去这种阴气重的地方是对孩子有伤害的。我们真的是愚痴无明啊。
现在我的孩子已经正常上班了。今年母亲节的时候,孩子还高高兴兴的给我和她爸爸送了礼物。我好开心啊,之前那个乖巧懂事,帮我们洗衣做饭打扫卫生等忙个不停,学习成绩一直名列前茅,村里左邻右舍懂事的孩子回来了。
回想这半年来的学佛历程,一开始的孩子在家,我躲躲藏藏的念经,不让孩子知道。还好先生很支持我,他现在也给孩子念小房子了。从一开始我一天念两三张小房子,到现在我一天能念六张小房子,每天还利用做饭时间和吃饭时间听师父的节目录音。从孩子之前跟我们又吵又闹,搅得家里鸡犬不宁,到现在跟我们和和气气的说话,开开心心的聊天。我心里乐开了花。回想起我们家不堪回首的这七年,那种精神的折磨,痛苦不堪的地狱般的生活,实在是没有任何恰当的词语,能够准确的表达出我们的内心感受。这样的日子来得太不容易了。我深深的感恩大慈大悲的观世音菩萨妈妈,感恩我们的恩师卢军宏台长,感恩所有关心支持帮助我的家人们,师兄们!
前段时间,在边师兄、丁师兄等各位师兄们的帮助下,我已经把东方台的观世音菩萨及各位菩萨都请到家里来了,每日上香供奉。
我有个心愿就是想拜卢台长为师,我愿意一辈子跟着卢台长,好好的真修实修救度有缘众生,将来回到我们天上的家,不再受轮回之苦了。
我今天的分享,真心的希望能够帮到像我这样深陷痛苦无能为力的父母、家庭,希望更多有缘众生早日走上学佛解脱之路,早日脱离苦海。真心告诉那些在痛苦烦恼中苦苦挣扎的人们,菩萨妈妈是真实存在的,你只要真心的祈求,真心的忏悔,菩萨妈妈一定会有求必应。菩萨妈妈说过,孩子叫妈妈,妈妈听的见。
再次感恩南无大慈大悲救苦救难广大灵感观世音菩萨!
感恩十方三世一切诸佛菩萨!
感恩龙天护法金刚菩萨!
感恩大慈大悲、无我利他、舍命救众的恩师卢军宏台长!
感恩所有关心支持帮助过我的各位师兄们!
感恩大家!
北京的桂蓮 感恩合十
2017-07-27
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