Gratitude to Namo Sakyamuni Buddha!
Gratitude to the Greatly Merciful and Greatly Compassionate Guan Yin Bodhisattva!
Gratitude to all Buddhas and Bodhisattvas from ten directions and three periods of time!
Gratitude to the Dharma protectors!
Gratitude to the selfless, altruistic, and benevolent Master Jun Hong Lu!
Hello, everyone! I’m Zhang, a fellow practitioner, and I’ve been practicing the Guan Yin Citta Dharma Door for nearly half a year. The Guan Yin Citta Dharma Door has saved our entire family. Today, I’d like to share the experiences of my own and my son’s rebirth, hoping to help more families with children facing challenges and bring salvation to those in need. I wish for more people having affinity with Buddha to pick up the Buddhist scriptures, practice Five Golden Buddhist Practices, change their destinies, and move from suffering to happiness! The theme of my sharing is: “The extraordinary Dharma Door has miraculously improved my son‘s 15-year autistic condition, changing the destiny of our entire family.“
My son was diagnosed with severe autism at the age of 3 [Note 1]. In 2023, he is now 18 years old. Over the past 15 years, he has been undergoing continuous intervention and rehabilitation, with our family spending >1 million of Chinese yuan (1 million CNY is roughly equivalent to $141,000 USD). Unfortunately, his condition not only failed to improve but has worsened with age. Particularly during adolescence, his emotional outbursts have become frequent. Previously, he would return home with injuries almost every day. Later on, whenever he had an attack, he would resort to physical violence against me, classmates, teachers, and even taxi drivers. Consequently, my face was frequently scratched and bruised. I lived in constant fear while sending him to school each day. During that time, I would fulfill his every request promptly, whether it be about food or play. Paradoxically, the more accommodating we were, the more his aggressive behavior escalated [Note 2]. After satisfying his needs, he would resume assaulting people.
The school recommended that I take my son to a mental hospital. The doctor prescribed psychiatric medication for him. After taking the medication, my son became extremely pitiful—his eyes were vacant, and he would either be in a daze or sleep most of the time. Occasionally, he would be awake, but then he would become irritable. I knew that my son’s condition was related to karmic obstacles. In desperation, I went to a temple to seek the help of a monk for my child’s treatment. Unfortunately, despite these efforts, my son’s situation did not improve. We felt utterly hopeless.
I began to escape the harsh reality by getting heavily intoxicated every day. The time I spent sober was minimal. My family relationships became extremely tense. My emotions were constantly on the verge of collapsing. In moments of despair, I even contemplated taking my child with me and jumping off a building. These days persisted until June 2023.
Before I came into contact with Guan Yin Citta Dharma Door, I had been reciting the Mantra to Untie Karmic Knots and another mantra for 6 years, chanting each of them 21 times in the morning and evening. Perhaps it was that the Bodhisattvas saw my genuine sincerity, or maybe it was due to the virtues and blessings from my past lives. Through a serendipitous opportunity, I had the fortune to encounter the Guan Yin Citta Dharma Door. Finally, a turning point appeared in the destinies of both myself and my son. I am truly grateful for this transformation!
Buddhist practitioner Xue brought me into the Buddhist group that helps special-needs children. Fellow practitioners in the group generously helped me establish affinities with Dharma articles. I felt as if I had grasped a lifeline, and I began reciting the Little Houses. Throughout this process, despite facing significant resistance and challenges, I persevered. Gradually, through the continuous burning and repaying the Little Houses for my son’s karmic creditors, I started witnessing changes in him.
After I burned and repaid around 25 sheets of Little Houses for my son’s karmic creditors, his emotions stabilized, and his destructive behaviors decreased. He no longer restlessly damages furniture or attacks me.
After I burned and repaid 50 sheets of Little Houses for my son’s karmic creditors, I took him on a trip, and he remained calm throughout the journey.
After I burned and repaid 100 sheets of Little Houses for my son’s karmic creditors, his involuntary movements disappeared! The wonders of Buddhism are truly remarkable!
Due to the effects of psychiatric medications, he remains in a daze throughout the day. Every day, he eats immediately upon waking up, leading to a rapid increase in weight. With a height of 187 centimeters, his weight has reached 120 kilograms.
However, after I burned and repaid 150 sheets of Little Houses for my son’s karmic creditors, his appetite decreased, and he lost 15 kilograms. He no longer mindlessly overeats, and his overall condition is improving.
After I burned and repaid 200 sheets of Little Houses for my son’s karmic creditors, he began to exhibit spontaneous speech. He started assisting me with tasks, such as carrying things and handling some manageable household chores like taking out the trash and voluntarily wiping the table. His ability to independently manage daily life also improved.
Remarkably, when I burned and repaid 560 sheets for my son’s karmic creditors, the vitiligo on his face reduced in size. Notably, we did not administer any specific medications for vitiligo during this period.
Master Lu once enlightened us: “Ancestral karma of killing will bring its consequences for 3 generations,” and “all skin diseases are generally related to past karma of killing and consuming live seafood.” My grandfather used to slaughter pigs for the villagers in his youth, while my father, during his time as a soldier in Tibet, slaughtered a yak. Additionally, my father had a liking for consuming live sea animals. Now, he has endured the torment of gout for over 2 decades.
The truth conveyed by Master Lu’s teachings has been confirmed in the case of my son. Afflicted by autism, Tourette’s syndrome, and vitiligo, he has lost the most precious years of his adolescence—all due to the ancestral karma accumulated over time. The undeniable karmic retribution serves as a stark reminder of the profound truth in Master Lu’s guidance, prompting deep reflection. May all fellow Buddhist practitioners take this lesson to heart and gain a profound understanding of the intricate web of cause and effect.
In the nearly 6 months since I began practicing Buddhism and reciting Buddhist scriptures, my child has not experienced a single emotional issue. He has refrained from any acts of violence, and his eyes now exude vitality, free from the previous dullness. The authenticity of Buddhism is truly undeniable. The boundless compassion and miraculous power of the Buddha and Bodhisattvas, coupled with the extraordinary teachings, especially the effectiveness of Little House Gem, have been truly remarkable. Through the gradual accumulation of positive changes, a qualitative transformation has occurred, giving rise to these miraculous outcomes!
In the beginning, I was solely focused on reciting Buddhist scriptures for my son’s karmic creditors, but my health was consistently ailing. Later, I realized it was due to my own insufficient energy. I needed to elevate my own energy levels so that I could better assist my son by enhancing the quality of reciting the Little House scriptures.
Therefore, as I fervently recited scriptures for my son’s karmic creditors, I simultaneously made a concerted effort to burn and repay Little House for my own karmic creditors. The ratio of the quantity between the Little House for my own karmic creditors and those for my son’s karmic creditors is 1:1.
As I continuously engage in practices to eliminate negative karma and repay karmic debts, my physical condition and mood have been gradually improving each day! Prior to reciting Buddhist scriptures, I was diagnosed with moderate anemia. On the 2nd day of reciting scriptures, I made a vow to adopt a fully vegetarian diet. Despite initial concerns about my anemic condition, adopting a vegetarian lifestyle has not worsened my anemia; instead, everything has normalized.
Before embarking on the recitation, my knees suffered from swelling, and I couldn’t kneel after undergoing surgery. Additionally, whenever my herpes outbreaks I required hospitalization for treatment. However, following the commencement of Buddhist scripture recitation, my knee miraculously recovered, and there have been no more recurrences of herpes outbreaks. Truly, the Buddha and Bodhisattvas are the great healers! I am profoundly grateful to the compassionate Bodhisattvas!
I have emerged from the swamp of despair and escapism that once consumed me. Both my body and mind have experienced a rebirth, and a sense of Dharma joy from the teachings of Buddhism fills me. Confidence in life has grown within me, and I no longer harbor resentment toward my family; my anger and hatred have diminished significantly. Gradually, I’ve come to understand the workings of karma, the importance of repentance, and the practice of cultivating patience. Visible changes are evident in every aspect of my life.
Initially, my husband opposed my engagement in Buddhist scripture recitation, but over time, he has gradually come to support me! I am truly grateful for all these positive transformations.
In July 2023, I set up a small Buddhist altar at home. On the 19th day of the 9th lunar month in 2023, which marks Guan Yin Bodhisattva’s Renunciation Day, with the assistance of fellow practitioners, I set up a grand Buddhist altar at home. Finally, I invited the Buddhas and Bodhisattvas of the Guan Yin Citta Dharma Door to my home. In front of the altar, filled with immense gratitude, I made the following vows to Guan Yin Bodhisattva:
1. Maintain a vegetarian diet for the rest of my life.
2. Abstain from consuming alcohol for the rest of my life.
3. Burn and repay 800 sheets of Little House for my son’s karmic creditors between June of this year (2023) and November of the following year (2024).
4. Release 10,000 fish within 2 years; throughout my life, to compassionately rescue fish at risk of slaughter whenever circumstances allow.
5. Engage in sentient beings’ salvation whenever the opportunity arises throughout my lifetime.
After setting up the Buddhist altar at home, not only did my husband undergo a positive transformation, but my parents also frequently come to my house to worship Guan Yin Bodhisattva. During the release of living beings, my family no longer objects, saying that I am spending money recklessly. They not only voluntarily remind me to consume vegetarian meals but also prepare vegetarian dishes for me separately. The atmosphere at home has become harmonious and blissful in a way that was never experienced before.
I worship Guan Yin Bodhisattva and recite the Eighty-Eight Buddhas Great Repentance with my son. The power of vows surpasses the force of karma. Since making my vow, my son has shown remarkable progress—he has become very well-behaved, attentive, and his language skills have improved. During our self-driving travels, he remains calm and patiently waits, seamlessly integrating into the routine of queuing for meals like any normal person. These positive changes were once unimaginable! Grateful for the teachings of Buddhism, which saved both me and my child!
It’s truly unbelievable: in just half a year of practicing Buddhism and reciting Buddhist scriptures, a revolutionary change has occurred in my family! Previously, our home was in constant chaos, with my son’s emotional issues leaving us at a loss. As parents, how long we could continue to support him. With elderly parents and young child to care for, the thought of seeking an end to our lives crossed our minds, as the days of living were once filled with unbearable pain, and there seemed to be no end in sight. Grateful for the compassion of the Buddhas and Bodhisattvas, our family has been saved! It is Guan Yin Bodhisattva and the guidance of the Master Lu who led us out of darkness, allowing me to experience a renewed life!
Entrusting everything to Guan Yin Bodhisattva, I implore the compassionate blessings of the Bodhisattva. I will take each step with dedication, continuing my efforts to recite Buddhist scriptures diligently!
I currently ensure to recite 6 sheets of Little House daily. As of now, the total number of Little House I have recited is 470, including 211 sheets for my own karmic creditors and 259 sheets for my son’s karmic creditors. If I complete the vowed quantity ahead of schedule, I will continue to make new vows for additional recitations.
I usually release living beings for my son according to circumstances. Additionally, we join fellow practitioners in participating in large-scale liberation events in other locations. Opting for a vegetarian diet not only serves as a cost-free method of releasing living beings but also carries significant merits when making a vow to follow a vegetarian lifestyle for life. In this Age of Dharma Decline, with numerous natural disasters and human calamities, Master Lu has consistently urged us to make vows for a vegetarian diet at the earliest opportunity. Personally, I have embraced a vegetarian lifestyle completely.
However, due to my son residing in a rehabilitation institution where conditions are not conducive, he can only adopt a vegetarian diet during weekends when he returns home, amounting to 3 vegetarian days each week.
According to his teacher’s feedback, my son has the most stable and well-behaved emotions.
Grateful that my son, who has autism, has become an unexpected catalyst on my journey into Buddhism. If not for the purpose of treating my child’s illness, I might have never encountered the teachings of Buddhism in this lifetime. Until now, I might still be entangled in the delusions of desire, hatred, and ignorance, unable to break free from the small self. Now, I understand: everything is arranged in the best way possible! Encountering Buddhism, I am infinitely thankful. Every day, as I offer incense and worship the Buddha, I am moved to tears when kneeling before the Buddhist altar…
I am determined to persevere in my practice, never turning back, and to follow the great Guan Yin Bodhisattva and Master Lu. I will make the most of my time to eliminate negative karma, repay karmic debts, diligently study Buddhism, and recite Buddhist scriptures. I aim to propagate the Dharma and help sentient beings. I hope to share my personal experiences to let more people know about the transformative power of the Dharma. Through sharing the positive changes in my own and my son’s lives, I wish to inspire others to encounter the Dharma, joyfully accept it, benefit from reciting Buddhist scriptures, escape from suffering, receive salvation, and change their destinies.
Grateful for the Great Compassion of Guan Yin Bodhisattva, who bestow upon us such a wonderful Dharma Door. Grateful for the Great and Compassionate Master Lu who tirelessly saves and guides us—the teachings of the Guan Yin Citta Dharma Door are truly authentic! Grateful for all the Buddhas, Bodhisattvas, and Dharma protectors throughout the ten directions and three realms. Grateful for fellow Buddhist practitioners!
If there is anything that is not rational or in line with the truth in the presentation, I pray for forgiveness from Namo Sakyamuni Buddha, the Greatly Merciful and Greatly Compassionate Guan Yin Bodhisattva, all Buddhas and Bodhisattvas, Dharma protectors, and Master Jun Hong Lu. I would appreciate my fellow Buddhist practitioners’ critique and correction!
I, not my fellow Buddhist practitioners, will be responsible for my own karma!
Beyond gratitude, there is still gratitude.
Presenter: Buddhist practitioner Zhang, Gratitude and Namaste!
Received: 2023-11-29
Posted: 2023-12-17 (CN)
Translator: Frank
Published: 2024-0-09 (EN)
Statement by translator
The story was translated from Chinese into English by meaning, not word by word. If there is anything that is not rational or in line with the true meaning of the Chinese version, I pray for forgiveness from the Greatly Merciful and Greatly Compassionate Guan Yin Bodhisattva, all Buddhas and Bodhisattvas, Dharma protectors and Master Jun Hong Lu.
Propagation
It would be greatly appreciated if you would forward this presentation to all sentient beings you know, sick or healthy. You will accumulate immeasurable merits and virtues. Saving a life is more meritorious than building a seven-floor pagoda!
Would you like to change your destiny?
We will show you how to do the Five Golden Buddhist Practices of Guan Yin Citta Dharma Door: (1) making vows, (2) reciting Buddhist scriptures (sutras and mantras), (3) performing life liberation, (4) reading Buddhism in Plain Terms, and (5) repenting. You will personally witness how you and your family can achieve physical and mental stability, relief from illness and grievances, wisdom growth, academic progress, career advancement, and family happiness through Dharma. It’s free of charge.
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【Note 1】 Does Autism Have a Karmic Retribution Period?
Male listener: Master Lu, greetings to you. I have a child with autism. Regarding autism, does it have a specific karmic duration?
Master Lu: The karmic duration of autism does exist. Generally, even for other mental illnesses, when sent to the hospital, they might seem fine, but once back home, they may relapse with any stimulation. The karmic duration is not based on time but on the activation period of the environment and karmic obstacles. What does the activation period of karmic obstacles mean? There are two types of karmic retribution: one is if you mistreated or deceived someone in your past lives, leading to conditions like depression in this life, it’s a time to repay those karmic debts. If in this life, due to some specific events, autism is triggered, combining old and new injuries, it becomes challenging to recover. This is because autism has already attracted new spirits into the body, creating more complications. It may require >1,000 sheets of Little Houses, and the duration depends on whether the spirits have left or not. Many psychiatric patients recover when their spirits leave. If you ask doctors (how long the mental disorder persists), they might say it lasts a lifetime.
Male listener: Master, for example, if we recite a few thousand sheets of Little Houses, will the recovery be faster? Or, if we recite Buddhist scriptures faster, is there a specific karmic duration?
Master Lu: There is no specific karmic duration. If you don’t recite Buddhist scriptures, the karmic duration will be long, possibly lasting a lifetime. If you recite Buddhist scriptures, the time it takes to leave depends on whether the spirit(s) are satisfied or not. They will leave if they are satisfied. One person, vowed reciting 800 sheets of Little Houses, received a dream message from the spirit when he finished around 500 sheets of Little Houses, “I have left you, and you are free.” That’s how it was explained to him.
Male listener: Understood. Our child’s karmic creditor(s) has received >3,000 sheets of Little Houses. We are always grateful to you and the Bodhisattvas. The first time we wrote an email to the Australia Oriental Media Group, you mentioned that in his past life, he killed 3 large animals. We recited >1,600 sheets of Little Houses for his karmic creditors. In his dreams, there were indications of one animal leaving, then two, and three. After that round, we recited some Eighty-Eight Buddhas Great Repentance instead of him, and we felt like it activated his other karma. In the second round, we recited >1,000 sheets of Little Houses for him. We felt like we ascended some fish from his body, and also helped his grandmother’s child ascended. Later, I dreamed of someone getting pregnant or a child leaving. Following that, I had a dream concerning the child’s past-life karma related to killing, prompting our current recitation of Little Houses to address this aspect. Is it because his karmic obstacles are constantly being activated, requiring us to keep reciting?
Master Lu: It’s as simple as catching a cold that won’t go away. If you keep sneezing every day, you must take medicine and be cautious every day—neither too cold nor too hot.
Male listener: I understand.
Master Lu: A person lives their whole life; do you think there’s a day they won’t eat?
Male listener: They must eat.
Master Lu: Similarly, resolving one’s grievances by reciting Little Houses has no stopping time. It’s a perpetual practice; it’s just a matter of reciting more or less. If there are debts that can be repaid, repay them; if not, store them.
Male listener: Master, can a child like this get better? Is there a possibility for improvement in his life, to learn something (in the future)…
Master Lu: Definitely, burning and repaying >3,000 for his karmic creditors, has there been any improvement?
Male listener: Yes, there has been improvement.
Master Lu: Have confidence.
Male listener: Master, does the severity of the illness have a direct relationship with his foundation? Will he have a challenging time establishing a good foundation for practicing Buddhism in the future?
Master Lu: Don’t ask about that for now. It depends on the extent of his spiritual cultivation. If he diligently cultivates after recovering, there is a chance for him. If he recovers physically but neglects his spiritual cultivation, doesn’t follow his parents, then sorry to say, he won’t climb to the heavens in this lifetime.
Male listener: Understood.
— Wenda20171029B 30:20
【Note 2】Excerpt from Buddhism in Plain Terms
Mater Lu: Everyone should understand that releasing life promotes longevity, while taking life shortens it. When you consume living beings, your own life is certain to suffer harm. Although you may feel that you have killed them and that they are no longer conscious, in reality, they possess a living essence. In other words, their spirituality still exists. In actuality, what you consume is their physical body, and you incur karma related to their spirits. Why not opt for organic products? For instance, eggs, milk, soybeans, soy oil, tofu skin, various vegetables, vegetarian ham, etc., can be prepared into delicious dishes. These not only provide nutrition but also help prevent the negative consequences of causing harm to living beings.
— baihuafofa110619
原文如下：
殊胜法门让自闭症孩子奇迹好转，改变了我们全家的命运
感恩南无释迦牟尼佛！
感恩南无大慈大悲救苦救难广大靈感觀世音菩薩摩诃薩!
感恩十方三世一切诸佛菩薩及龍天護法金刚菩薩!
感恩弘法度众舍身忘我的恩師慈父卢军宏師父!
大家好！我是张同修，学习心灵法门快半年了。心灵法门救了我们全家。今天，我将自己和儿子重生的经历分享出来，希望能让更多的问题孩子和家庭得到救度，让更多的有缘人早日捧起经书，运用五大法宝改变命运，离苦得乐！我分享的主题是：殊胜法门让自闭症孩子奇迹好转，改变了我们全家的命运
我的儿子在3岁的时候被确诊患有重度自闭症【备注1、2】。2023年，儿子18岁。十五年来，儿子一直接受干预康复。为此，我们已经花了上百万元人民币。他的病症不但没有好转，而且随着年龄的增长反而越来越严重。特别是进入青春期后，儿子经常情绪爆发。先前，他几乎天天带伤回家。后来，每当发作起来他动手打我、打同学、打老师、甚至打出租车司机。所以，我的脸经常被抓烂。我每天提心吊胆地送他上学。那时候，儿子要吃什么、要玩什么我都要尽快满足他。可是，越是顺着他，他就越变本加厉【备注3】。吃完、玩完了之后，他就又开始打人了！
后来，我意识到我给他吃的西式快餐里面有荤食，还有烤肉也是荤的。这些东西对他都是不好的。学校建议我带儿子到精神病院去看看。医生给他开了精神类药物。儿子吃药后非常可怜——他的眼神呆滞，除了睡觉就是发呆，一会儿清醒，一会儿暴躁。我知道儿子的情况是业障病。万般无奈之下，我去庙里找了法师给孩子医治。但是，儿子的情况还是没能解决！我和儿子走投无路了。
我开始逃避现实的残酷，天天喝得酩酊大醉。我清醒的时间非常少。我的家庭关系一度非常紧张。我的情绪也一直处在崩溃的边缘。每当绝望时，我甚至会想带着孩子一起跳楼。这样的日子一直持续到2023年6月份。
接触咱们法门之前，我念过6年的《解结咒》和《白衣观音大士灵感神咒》，每天早晚各念21遍。也许是菩萨看我实在是可怜，也许是我前世的因缘福德所致，一次偶然的机会让我有幸得闻心灵法门。我和儿子的命运终于出现了转机。真是太感恩了！
薛师兄把我拉进救助特殊孩子的学佛群。师兄们纷纷帮我结缘法宝。我仿佛抓住了一根救命稻草，开始念经文组合了。期间，尽管遇到了很大的阻力和考验，我都坚持下来了。通过帮儿子的要经者不断地烧送经文组合，慢慢地我看到了儿子的变化。
当我帮儿子的要经者烧送了25张左右的经文组合以后，他的情绪稳定下来了，破坏性行为减少了。他也不再躁动地破坏家具和攻击我了。
当我帮儿子的要经者烧送到50张后，我带着儿子出去旅游，孩子一路上都很平静。
当我帮儿子的要经者烧送到100张经文组合后，孩子的抽动症消失！佛法真是不可思议！
因为服用精神类药物的原因，他整个人一天到晚都是迷迷糊糊的。每天，他睡醒后就吃，以至于体重迅速增长。儿子身高187厘米，体重已经达到了120公斤。
当我帮儿子的要经者烧送到150张经文组合后，他的饭量下降了，体重也下降了15公斤。他不再傻吃傻喝了，情况越来越好。
当我帮儿子的要经者烧送到200张经文组合后，他开始出现主动性的语言。他还会帮我提东西，帮我做一些力所能及的家务，例如：倒垃圾，主动擦桌子等等。他生活自理的能力也进步了。
当我帮儿子的要经者烧送到560张的时候孩子脸上的白癜风缩小了。期间，我们没有针对白癜风给他服用任何药物。
师父开示过：”祖上杀业，杀业报三代“，“凡是皮肤病都和过去的杀业、吃活海鲜有关”。我爷爷年轻的时候经常帮村里人杀猪。我父亲年轻在西藏当兵时杀过一头牦牛。我父亲还喜食活的海鲜。现在，我父亲饱受痛风病痛的折磨已二十余年。如今，我的儿子被自闭症、抽动症和白癜风夺去了人生中最宝贵的青少年时代，原来都是祖上造下的杀业所致。因果报应丝毫不爽。师父开示，真实不虚。师兄们一定要引以为戒！
从开始学佛念经到现在，快半年的时间里，孩子没有发生过一次情绪问题。他没有打过人，眼睛也有神了，不再呆滞了。佛法真实不虚啊，佛菩萨法力无边，法门太殊胜了，经文组合灵验无比，量变达到质变，奇迹就出现了！
刚开始，我只顾着帮儿子的要经者念经，但是我的身体老是有病。后来，我才知道是自己能量不足。我必须提升自己的能量，帮助儿子念诵经文组合的质量才会更好！所以，后来在我拼命地帮儿子的要经者念诵经文组合的同时，我也不断地帮自己的要经者烧送组合。我帮自己的要经者与帮儿子的要经者的经文组合数量是比例是1:1。
随着不断地消业还债，我的身体状况和心情也一天天好起来了！念经前，我中度贫血。2023年7月份的时候，我结缘了一个小佛台。念经的第二天，我就许愿吃全素了。原本对自己贫血的状况有点担心，可是自从我吃全素以后，贫血的情况并没有加重，反而一切正常了。念经前，我的膝盖积水，手术后不能跪。我的疱疹一发作就需住院治疗。念经后，我的膝盖突然好了，疱疹再也没有复发过。佛菩萨就是大医王！真是太感恩菩萨了！
我从以前绝望、逃避现实的沼泽中脱离出来了，身心都得到了重生，法喜充满！我对生活越来越有信心了，不再跟家人怄气了，瞋恨心也少了很多。渐渐地我明白了业力，明白了忏悔，明白了修忍辱。点点滴滴都是看得见的改变。先生从一开始反对我念经，慢慢地也开始支持我了！真的非常感恩！
农历九月十九日是观世音菩萨的出家日，在师兄们的帮助下，我在家里设了大佛台，终于将心灵法门的佛菩萨请回了家。在佛台前，我怀着无比感恩的心向观世音菩萨许了如下愿力：
1. 终生吃全素；
2. 终生不喝酒；
3. 今年6月到明年11月之间，帮儿子的要经者烧送800张经文组合；
4. 两年内放生1万条鱼，终生随缘救刀下鱼；
5. 一辈子随缘度人。
家里设佛台以后，先生也有了转变，我的父母也时常到我家里拜菩萨。放生时，家人也不再阻拦说我乱花钱了。家人不但主动提醒我吃素菜，还会单独给我做素餐。家庭氛围真是从未有过的和谐美满！
我带着儿子一起拜菩萨，念《礼佛大忏悔文》。愿力大于业力。自从我许愿后，儿子的进步越来越大，很乖很听话，语言表达能力也提高了。我们自驾旅游，儿子非常安静，并且能够耐心等待，可以融入到正常人排队吃饭的生活中去。他的这些表现在以前是根本不可能出现的！感恩佛法，救了我和孩子！真的不敢相信：仅仅学佛念经半年，我家就发生了翻天覆地的变化！原来家里整天鸡犬不宁，儿子的情绪问题让我们无所适从！作为父母，我们又能陪伴他多久？我上有老下有小，求死不能，活着的日子曾经那么痛苦不堪，不知道什么时候是尽头。感恩佛菩萨慈悲救度了我们一家！是观世音菩萨和师父带我走出了黑暗，让我重获新生！
一切交给观世音菩萨，求菩萨慈悲保佑，我会一步步地走，继续努力好好念经！
我现在基本保证一天念诵6张经文组合。目前，我念诵的经文组合总数达到了470张，其中给我自己的要经者211张，给儿子的要经者259张。如果之前我许愿念诵的组合数量提前完成，我会继续许愿念诵下去的。
我平时会帮儿子随缘放生。我们还和师兄一起去外地大放生。吃素是不花钱的放生，许愿终生吃全素功德很大。末法时期，天灾人祸这么多，师父一直大声疾呼让我们早日许愿吃全素。我自己吃全素。但是，儿子因为住在康复机构里，条件不允许，只能周末回家吃素，一个星期吃素三天。
现在的我还要上班，实在没办法照顾他。而且，老人年龄大了，我也没办法照顾。儿子在康复机构一年的花费好几万，我只能先这样维持现状。不过，据老师反映，儿子的情绪是最稳定的一个，非常乖。我准备提前退休，还有两年就可以了，再坚持一段时间才能把儿子带回家，自己亲自照顾。
感恩患自闭症的儿子成了我学佛路上的逆增上缘。如果不是为了给孩子治病，也许我今生都无缘佛法，到现在还活在贪瞋痴的小我中无法自拔。我现在明白了：一切都是最好的安排！遇见佛法，我无限的感恩！每日上香礼佛，我跪在佛台前总是感动到流泪……
我一定会一门精进，永不退转，跟随伟大的观世音菩萨和师父，抓紧时间消业还债，好好学佛念经，弘法度人。我希望让更多的人知道我的亲身经历，通过分享我自己和儿子的法喜转变让更多的有缘众生也能得闻法门，欢喜信受，念经受益，离开苦难，得到救度，改变命运！
感恩大慈大悲的观世音菩萨倒驾慈航，赐给我们这么好的法门；感恩伟大的恩师不辞辛苦地救度我们，xlfm真实不虚！感恩十方三世一切诸佛菩萨及龙天护法菩萨，感恩师兄们！
分享过程中如有不如理不如法的地方，请大慈大悲观世音菩萨慈悲原谅，请诸佛菩萨及龙天护法菩萨慈悲原谅，请恩师慈父慈悲原谅，请师兄们批评指正，我自己的业障自己背，不让师父背，不让师兄们背，除了感恩，还是感恩。
分享人：张同修 感恩合十
2023-11-29 收到
2023-12-17 发布
【备注1】自闭症是否有受报期
男听众：师父好，弟子给师父请安。弟子有一个小孩是自闭症，自闭症这样的大病，它有受报时间的长短吗？
“卢台长”答：自闭症受报时间，有的。一般地，不要说自闭症了，神经病送到医院里就好了，一回到家，一受刺激又开始发了。这个受报时间，你说是可以论时间的吗？它不是论时间的，而是论环境和业障的激活期。业障激活期是什么意思？有两种受报：一种是你上辈子虐待这个人，对这个人不好，欺骗他，那么你这辈子比方说忧郁症，这段时间就是在还你上辈子的事情；如果你这辈子因为某一件事情引发了自闭症，旧伤加上新伤，那么这个自闭症就很难好。因为这个自闭症已经引来了新的灵性进入身体，那就更多的麻烦。这个需要一千张以上的小房子，而且时间完全要看灵性走掉没走掉。我们很多精神病患者，他为什么念得好？就是灵性走掉了，他就好了。如果问医生，医生说一辈子的（师父，比如说念了几千张小房子，我们念得越快，他就好得越快，还是有个特定的受报时间？）没有受报时间的。如果你不念经，他受报时间很长，而且可能是一生；如果你念经，他拿到要看满意不满意，拿到满意了他就走了。有一个人许了800张，念到500张的时候，灵性给他托了个梦，“我离开你了，你自由了”，就跟他这么讲的（明白了。我们这个孩子已经给他超过3000张小房子，一直都感恩师父，感恩菩萨。我们第一次写邮件到东方台，您给我开示说他前辈子杀了三个大的动物，我们给他念了1600多张小房子，一直梦中有提示说走了一个动物，两个动物，三个动物。这一拨念了以后，我们念了一些礼佛大忏悔文，感觉又激活了。第二拨我们又念了一千多张小房子，感觉这拨是超度了一些鱼，又超度了他奶奶的孩子。之后梦到别人怀孕或者小孩走掉了。随后我又梦到小孩前世的杀业，我们正在念。像这样的话，是因为他的业障在不停地激活，要不停地送小房子，是吗？）就这么简单，伤风感冒没有好，天天打喷嚏，那就必须天天吃药，天天注意，不要太冷、太热（我明白了）一个人活一辈子，你说哪天不吃饭吗？一定要吃下去，对不对？（对）一个人念小房子化解自己的冤结，没有停的时间，永远念下去，只是念多、念少，如果有还的就还了，没还的就自己储存了（师父，这样的小孩能好吗？他这辈子有可能好起来学点……）肯定会好的。你这个3000多张烧下去，他有好转吗？（他有好转）要有信心就好了（师父，得重症跟他的根基是不是有直接的关系？是不是他以后很难有比较好的学佛根基呢？）这个事情你先不要问。要看他自己修心的程度了，如果他病好了之后，拼命地修，那这孩子就有机会；如果以后身体好了，他不好好修了，也不跟着爸爸妈妈，那对不起了，这一辈子都上不了天的（明白了）
— Wenda20171029B 30:20
【备注2】节选-白话佛法广播讲座
大家要明白，放生延寿，杀生折寿，你吃了那些有生命体的东西，你的生命一定会受到损害。你感觉把它们杀死了，它们没有知觉了，实际上它们有生机体。也就是说，它们的灵性照样存在。实际上，你吃的是它们的身，你惹了它们的灵。我们为什么不能吃一些有机产品呢？比如，鸡蛋、牛奶、黄豆、豆油、豆腐皮、各种蔬菜、素火腿等，都可以烹调成可口的菜肴。这些既有营养，又可以防止自己有杀生之孽。
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