Gratitude to Namo Sakyamuni Buddha!
Gratitude to the Greatly Merciful and Greatly Compassionate Guan Yin Bodhisattva!
Gratitude to all Buddhas and Bodhisattvas from ten directions and three periods of time!
Gratitude to the Dharma protectors!
Gratitude to the benevolent Master Lu!
Today, to save all sentient beings, I will learn from the Greatly Merciful and Greatly Compassionate Guan Yin Bodhisattva to spread Dharma. I will convince sentient beings to practice Buddhism using my experiences. May Guan Yin Bodhisattva bless me and help me turn my propagation into merits and virtues.
Hello everyone! I am Buddhist practitioner Wang. Today, with immense gratitude, I come to share with you my Buddhist experience. The topic is: Repenting abortions improved my health and family harmony
Before I started practicing Buddhism, I had never been to a temple or participated in any Buddhist activities. It was in April or May of 2019 when I began practicing Buddhism and chanting Buddhist scriptures. Before that, I had never imagined that I would one day learn Buddhism and chant scriptures…
For decades, those who knew me knew that I enjoyed all kinds of meat dishes and did not like eating vegetarian food at all. Interestingly, just after practicing Buddhism and chanting scriptures for 4-5 months, I found myself unable to eat meat anymore. Whenever I ate meat, I would vomit, sometimes accompanied by stomach pain. At first, I thought it was due to my stomach problems. However, as it happened more frequently, I realized that it was due to the compassionate blessings of Bodhisattvas; the karmic conditions for me to adopt a fully vegetarian diet had ripened! On the first day of April in the lunar calendar year 2020, I formally made a lifelong vow to Guan Yin Bodhisattva to adhere to a fully vegetarian diet. I am grateful for the Bodhisattvas’ compassion, which has enabled me to cherish and respect all sentient beings from then on, and to no longer harbor any resentment towards animals!
Before I embraced Buddhism, I was ignorant of the law of cause and effect. I didn’t take abortion seriously at all and couldn’t even remember how many children I had aborted. It was the Bodhisattva who enlightened me through a dream: I saw 6-7 poor, ragged children in the dark, both boys and girls. Upon awakening, I remembered the scene from the dream, and tears welled up uncontrollably. Every time I recalled the scene from the dream, my heart ached terribly, often leading to tears. I am grateful to Guan Yin Bodhisattva for compassionately guiding me to see them and enabling me to sincerely repent my past misdeeds.
I earnestly advise everyone against abortion. The souls of aborted fetuses have nowhere to go, and their situation is extremely tragic. Often, these spirits will attach themselves to the bodies of the mothers who aborted them. Over time, this attachment can lead to health issues in the mother, especially in the waist, back, shoulders, and gynecological areas, and it may even affect any subsequent children! The law of cause and effect is real, not imaginary!
During the Qingming Festival in 2020, I experienced severe abdominal pain. I prayed to Guan Yin Bodhisattva to bless me and relieve my pain. I hoped Guan Yin Bodhisattva would assist me in swiftly ascending these unfortunate children to a better place! After making my vow, the pain in my stomach disappeared! It was truly miraculous; Guan Yin Bodhisattva always responds to prayers!
Later, I made a vow to recite the Little House for them, either 7 or 21 sheets, to ascend them. However, there were interruptions during the recitations: when I was free, I recited more, and when I was busy, I recited less.
Later on, around June or July 2020, I vowed to release 1000 fish under slaughter for the aborted children, and I gradually fulfilled this vow through fish releases (at that time, I didn’t know that unless prompted by dreams or if the deceased were within the first 49 days after passing, fish releases are not the usual means of ascension; typically, Little House is used for ascending).
During this time, I dreamt of 5 children being ascended: one boy was escorted away by a woman, one girl departed on her own, two girls were pushed away by a woman in a car, and another woman gave birth to a boy.
At the end of 2020, I dreamt of two more children, and I vowed to recite 2×49 Little Houses to ascend them. After completing this, I continued by vowing to Guan Yin Bodhisattva to recite 108 Little Houses to ascend them. Afterwards, I rarely dreamt of children again…
At the end of 2022, I allocated 0.5% of the merits and virtues gained from being vegetarian for over two years to ascend the spirits of aborted fetuses.
Around the Qingming Festival in 2023, I dreamt of a child. Upon awakening, I vowed to recite a set of 21 Little Houses to ascend the spirit of the aborted fetus. Later, unsure if the ascension had been completed, I made another vow to recite another set of 21 Little Houses.
In mid-July, I dreamt of three children bathing by the riverbank. Once again, I vowed to recite a set of 49 Little Houses combined with 108 recitations of the Eighty-Eight Buddhas Great Repentance to ascend them. During this period, I dreamt of one child among a crowd, and a woman came to take the child away. The child happily followed her, and since then, I haven’t dreamt of children anymore…
I made a vow to Guan Yin Bodhisattva to recite the Eighty-Eight Buddhas Great Repentance sincerely repenting for the negative karma I had accumulated. I am deeply sorry for what I’ve done to these children! I vowed to recite the Eighty-Eight Buddhas Great Repentance 49 times for the first set, 49 times for the second set, and 108 times for the third set, and eventually completed all the vows.
Through sincere repentance and reciting scriptures to ascend the aborted children, my physical condition has improved, and my family has become more harmonious. Previously, I was in constant pain and suffering. After embracing Buddhism, my health improved, and I became more cheerful. I helped my husband recite Little Houses for his karmic creditors, and his health also improved. Before, my husband would completely change after drinking, and he would even hit me. Now, even if he drinks, he no longer hits me and takes care of the family. Previously, my husband’s attitude was “when one person eats, the whole family isn’t hungry.” He only cared about spending money on himself and didn’t care about me and our son. Now, he has undergone significant changes and is reluctant to spend money outside. Our relationship has also become increasingly harmonious—all gratitude to the tangible transformation brought about by my Buddhist practice and recitation of scriptures!
I hope those who have yet to embrace Buddhism and recite scriptures will quickly pick up the Buddhist scriptures. I haven’t come across any other Dharma Doors, but in my heart, our Dharma Door is the most efficacious and supreme! I am fortunate to have encountered the teachings of Buddhism, and I am grateful for the compassionate salvation of Guan Yin Bodhisattva and my master. I vow to follow Guan Yin Bodhisattva and my master in practicing the Guan Yin Citta Dharma Door, never to regress!
If there is anything that is not rational or in line with the truth in the presentation, I pray for forgiveness from Namo Sakyamuni Buddha, the Greatly Merciful and Greatly Compassionate Guan Yin Bodhisattva, all Buddhas and Bodhisattvas, Dharma protectors, and Master Jun Hong Lu.
I would appreciate my fellow Buddhist practitioners’ critique and correction! I, not my fellow Buddhist practitioners, will be responsible for my own karma!
Buddhist practitioner: Wang, Gratitude and Namaste!
Received: 2024-01-16
Posted: 2024-02-26
Translator: Frank
Published: 2024-03-21
Statement by translator
The story was translated from Chinese into English by meaning, not word by word. If there is anything that is not rational or in line with the true meaning of the Chinese version, I pray for forgiveness from the Greatly Merciful and Greatly Compassionate Guan Yin Bodhisattva, all Buddhas and Bodhisattvas, Dharma protectors and Master Jun Hong Lu.
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原文如下：
忏悔多次堕胎，学佛后发心超度婴灵，身体状况好转，家庭和睦
感恩南无释迦牟尼佛！
感恩南无大慈大悲救苦救难广大灵感观世音菩萨摩诃萨！
感恩十方三世一切诸佛菩萨及龙天护法金刚菩萨！
感恩恩师慈父卢军宏台长！
请大慈大悲观世音菩萨保佑，我今天为了度众生，学习观世音菩萨千手千眼救度众生，所以我现身说法，请观世音菩萨给我加持，保佑我能够把今天这个弘法转为功德。
（编者按：因为无知无明不懂因果，分享人曾经多次堕胎，次数多到她自己都不记得！学佛后，在三年多的时间里，分享人念经超度堕胎流产的孩子们，也努力忏悔杀生的业障……之前糟糕的身体状况好转了，先生也改变了，家庭生活和睦美满了。本文自2021年5月初写，2022年3月27日修改，2024年1月16日完成。随喜赞叹！）
大家好！我是王同修。我怀着无比激动的心情来分享。题目是：忏悔多次堕胎杀业，学佛后发心超度婴灵，身体转好，家庭和睦
未学佛前，我从来没有去过佛堂拜佛，也没有参与过任何佛事。我是在2019年4、5月份开始学佛念经的，在此之前，我从来没有想过自己有一天会学佛念经……
几十年来，认识我的人都知道我是无荤不欢，根本不喜欢吃素。神奇的是，仅仅学佛念经4-5个月后，我已经不能吃荤的东西，只要一吃就吐，有时还伴随肚子痛。开始的那一段时间我一直以为是自己胃不好的原因，后来次数多了，我才知道这是菩萨慈悲保佑我，我吃全素的因缘成熟了！2020年4月初一，我正式向观世音菩萨许愿终生吃全素。感谢菩萨慈悲让我从此尊爱万物生灵，不再与动物结冤！
未学佛前，我无明不懂因果，根本没把打胎当回事，连自己都不记得到底打胎了几个孩子——是菩萨点化给我梦境：我看见了6-7个在暗处穿着破破烂烂的孩子们，有男有女，都很可怜！醒来后，我记起梦里的场景，不由得泪流满面——千错万错都是我的错，孩子们，是妈妈对不起你们啊！之后，每当我想起梦境里的情景我的心真的好痛，也经常流泪。感恩观世音菩萨慈悲点化让我能够看到他们，能够发自内心地忏悔业障！
我奉劝大家千万不要堕胎。婴灵无处投身，处境非常悲惨。很多时候，婴灵会附在堕胎母亲的身上，时间长了，会让母亲身体不好，尤其是腰、背、肩部、妇科等都会有问题，甚至也会影响到现实中的孩子！因果报应，真实不虚！
2020年清明节的时候，我的小肚子非常痛。我祈求观世音菩萨保佑我，不要让我再痛。希望观世音菩萨帮助我，让我早日超度走这些可怜的孩子们，让他们去到更好的地方！发愿后，我的肚子就不痛了！太神奇了，观世音菩萨有求必应！后来，我许愿念诵一拔7张或者一拔21张的经文组合超度他们，但是中间念念停停：不忙的时候就多念一些，忙的时候就少念一些……
大约在2020年6、7月的时候，我许愿为打胎的孩子们放生1000条刀下鱼，后来也陆陆续续地去放生（我那时不知道其实除非是有梦境提示，或者亡人仍在七七四十九天之内才用放生，一般都是用经文组合来超度亡人）。
期间，我有梦到5个孩子被超度走了：1个男孩被一个女人领走；1个女孩子自己离开；一个女人用车推走了2个女孩子；一个女人生了1个男孩……
2020年年底，我又梦到了两个小孩，我许愿念诵两拨49张经文组合超度他们。念完后，我接着向观世音菩萨许愿念诵一拨108张经文组合超度他们。后来，我就很少梦到孩子了……
2022年年底，我把吃全素两年多的功德之0.5%用于超度婴灵。
2023年清明节左右，我梦见了一个孩子。我醒来后许愿念诵一拨21张的经文组合超度婴灵。后来，因为我不知道是否已经超度走了，我又许愿念诵21张组合……
到了7月中旬的时候，我梦到三个孩子坐在河边洗澡。我又许愿念诵一拨49张经文组合，再加上108遍《礼佛大忏悔文》。期间，我梦见有一个孩子在人群里面，一个女人过来领这个小孩，孩子就笑嘻嘻地跟着她走了。从此之后，我再也没有梦到过小孩子……
我向观世音菩萨许愿念诵《礼佛大忏悔文》，真心忏悔我曾经犯过的杀业，我对不起孩子们！我许愿念诵第一拨49遍，第二拨49遍，第三拨108遍，后来陆续都完成了。
通过诚心忏悔和念经超度堕胎的孩子们，我的身体状况好转，家庭也更加和谐了。以前，我身上到处都痛，痛苦不堪。学佛后，身体好了，人也变得开朗了。我帮助先生念诵经文组合，他的身体也好了。先生以前喝酒后就像变了个人，还打我。现在，他即使喝酒也不再打我，也知道顾家了。以前，我先生的状态是“一人吃饱，全家不饿”，他挣钱只顾自己花，根本不管我和儿子。现在，先生的转变很大，不舍得在外面花钱。我们的关系也越来越融洽了——这都是我学佛念经带来的切实转变啊！
很惭愧，因为我堕胎的数量比较多，而且念经时多时少，梦境时有时无，我无法判断自己堕胎的孩子们是否都已经被超度走了，所以，我迟迟不敢分享。请观世音菩萨慈悲原谅！
希望还没有学佛念经的有缘众生快点捧起经书。我没有接触过别的法门，在我心里咱们的法门是最灵验殊胜的！我很幸运闻到佛法，感恩观世音菩萨和师父的慈悲救度，我发愿一定跟随观世音菩萨和师父学习心灵法门，永不退转！
分享过程中如有不如理不如法之处，请南无释迦牟尼佛慈悲原谅！请南无大慈大悲观世音菩萨慈悲原谅！请十方三世一切诸佛菩萨及龙天护法菩萨慈悲原谅！请恩师慈父慈悲原谅！
请师兄们批评指正！我自己的业障自己背，不让师兄们背！
分享人：王同修 感恩合十
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