I am from Kuala Lumpur, Malaysia. I used to be a very rational person who believed in science, but after personally experiencing certain events, I have changed my beliefs. Now, I believe in Guan Yin Bodhisattva and the Guan Yin Citta Dharma Door.
My daughter is currently six years old now. She had emotional disorders. She has been difficult to care for since she was a child. She often cried, screamed, and threw tantrums, making the atmosphere at home very tense. One day, my wife told me that she noticed signs of autism in our daughter! At first, I strongly opposed this idea, thinking that she was still young and would improve as she grew older.
However, by the time she was three and a half years old, her issues had not improved but had become more severe! We then took her for a professional evaluation, and the diagnosis was that she was highly sensitive and exhibited autistic tendencies. At that moment, I finally accepted the reality and began professional treatment for her.
We spent three years accompanying her through therapies similar to physical therapy. Although there were some physical improvements, she remained highly sensitive emotionally, often screaming and throwing tantrums. Even her younger brother was afraid to get close to her. We were deeply saddened by her emotional issues.
During this treatment period, a pediatrician even prescribed a strictly controlled medication for my daughter. This was a psychiatric drug used to control the central nervous system, meant for children with autism and attention-deficit/hyperactivity disorder (ADHD) to help stabilize their emotions. However, we did not dare to use this special medication because it had severe side effects. For example, it could suppress appetite, requiring another medication to stimulate it. Additionally, it could make a person mentally sluggish, and with prolonged use, the dosage would need to be increased for it to remain effective. As a result, my wife threw the medication into the trash, as we did not want to solve our daughter’s problem this way.
My wife had to care for two children every day, and by the end of the day, she was exhausted. Coupled with our daughter’s emotional instability, constant tantrums, crying, and screaming, she felt an overwhelming sense of pressure and helplessness. This long-term stress made her feel like she was on the verge of collapse! She often couldn’t sleep at night and began to feel she had depression. Many times, she cried and knelt before the Buddhist altar, pleading for help from Guan Yin Bodhisattva. I believe it was the suffering and helplessness of a mother that made the Greatly Merciful and Greatly Compassionate Guan Yin Bodhisattva hear my wife’s plea for help.
One day, my wife saw an advertisement in the newspaper for Master Lu’s upcoming Dharma Conference in Kuala Lumpur. When she saw Master Lu’s kind and compassionate photo in the advertisement, she felt an inexplicable emotion and trust, leaving a deep impression in her heart. Coincidentally, two days later, a friend introduced us to Master Lu’s Dharma Conference and gave us entry tickets and a book titled Totem World. Because of this, my wife believed it was Guan Yin Bodhisattva’s guidance.
After attending the Dharma Conference, I personally only found Master Lu’s ability to read totems to be miraculous! I didn’t have much understanding of the Guan Yin Citta Dharma Door, nor did I think it would solve my daughter’s problems.
In November 2011, my wife started reciting Buddhist scriptures. Three days later, she dreamed of deceased relatives. This made her believe even more in the Guan Yin Citta Dharma Door. At that time, I hadn’t started reciting Buddhist scriptures because I was still half-believing and half-doubting the Guan Yin Citta Dharma Door.
It wasn’t until my wife told a fellow Buddhist practitioner about our daughter’s problems that the she responded, saying that our daughter must have a spirit attached to her and suggested that we recite Little Houses. It was under these circumstances that I started reciting Buddhist scriptures.
The practitioner suggested that we start with reciting 49 Little Houses and make a grand vow to Bodhisattva, stating that we would share our daughter’s example to inspire more sentient beings. On that day, after making the vow at the Guan Yin Hall in Kuala Lumpur, my wife and I went to pick up our daughter from kindergarten. To our astonishment, as soon as our daughter got in the car, she asked in a puzzled tone, “Ah? Are you going to recite 49 Little Houses?”
My wife and I immediately exchanged glances, realizing that it was the spirit attached to our daughter speaking to us. We were utterly shocked! Although we didn’t show it on our faces, we truly felt that making the vow was indeed effective, and Bodhisattva was genuinely compassionate!
Because of that one sentence from my daughter, my previously skeptical belief in the Guan Yin Citta Dharma Door became firm, and the subsequent miraculous responses further solidified my belief in the existence of another realm.
In two months, we recited a total of 55 Little Houses for our daughter’s karmic creditor. We noticed significant improvements: our daughter’s relationship with her younger brother became very good, and they often played together. This was a rare occurrence in the past. We were happy for a while, but her emotional fluctuations continued.
In April 2012, Malaysia’s best-selling magazine Feminine conducted a long-distance interview with Master Lu. Compassionately, Master Lu made an exception and read the totem for my daughter. He said that there was a spirit in my daughter’s body, which was an aborted child. The spirit resided in her brain, causing her autism. He told us that the spirit in my daughter’s brain was the child my mother had aborted. He even described my mother’s appearance. Master Lu also pointed out that my daughter was very stubborn, refusing to listen even to her parents, which was indeed the case.
Master Lu instructed us to recite 17 Little Houses for our daughter’s karmic creditor, promising that there would be significant improvement afterward. Then, we should recite an additional 375 Little Houses to resolve the problem entirely. However, since the spirit had been in my daughter’s body for a long time, even after completing the recitation, it would take some time for her to gradually recover. But Master Lu assured us that our daughter would get better and even saw her lively demeanor in the future.
After the totem reading, I felt much more at ease, as if I had already seen the light. So, my wife and I spent four months reciting a total of 392 Little Houses for our daughter’s karmic creditor.
Everything happened just as Master Lu had predicted. My daughter’s condition improved significantly, she became more lively, and her face was filled with more and more smiles. The siblings often played and laughed together, and our home was filled with joy instead of noise. The most noticeable change was that my daughter’s habit of muttering to herself unconsciously disappeared! Seeing her improvement, my wife and I were overjoyed, filled with Dharma joy and gratitude towards Guan Yin Bodhisattva and Master Lu’s compassion.
In conclusion, I want to express my deepest gratitude to the Greatly Merciful and Greatly Compassionate Guan Yin Bodhisattva, the compassionate Master Lu, and the fellow practitioners of the Guan Yin Citta Dharma Door.
I vow to perform more merits and virtues and to save more sentient beings having affinity with Buddha.
Thank you!
Dharma practitioner: Wang
2012-08-20
原文如下:
心灵法门改变命运治好女儿自闭症
大家好:我名叫王德志,来自马来西亚的吉隆坡。
我原本是很理性,讲究科学的人,但亲身经历过了一些事后,我改变了信念,现在的我相信了观世音菩萨,相信了心灵法门。
我本身有一个情绪障碍的女儿,现年已六岁。女儿从小就很难照料,她经常哭闹,喊叫,发脾气!常常弄到家里的气氛很是紧张。直到有一天,我太太告诉我,她发现女儿有自闭的症状!一开始我就很反对这个说法,我认为小孩子还小,以后长大就会改善。三岁半的时候,女儿的问题并没有改善,反而是变本加厉!这时我们带她去作了专业的评估,得到的答案是我女儿很敏感,有自闭的倾向。那一刻我终于接受了事实,于是开始给女儿作专业的治疗。
我们总共花了三年的时间陪着女儿作类似物理治疗的疗程。结果女儿肢体上有了改善,但情绪上还是很敏感,常常大声叫喊,发脾气!连弟弟都不敢靠近她。我们常常也因为她情绪问题而感到非常难过。
在这段治疗的时间里,甚至有儿科医生给我女儿开出一种被严例管控的药物。这是一种控制脑中枢神经的精神药物,它是给于自闭症孩子和过动儿服用后来安稳情绪的。可是我们并不敢使用这种特殊药物,因为它具有很不好的副作为,比如:服用者会没有胃口,所以需要再服用另一种开胃药。还有它会让人精神呆滞,甚至随着服用时间的延长要加重药量,否则会起不了作用。结果,我太太把这个药物丢进了垃圾桶。因为我们并不想用这个方式解决孩子的问题。
其实我太太每天都要照料两个孩子,一整天下来已经很疲累。加上我女儿情绪的不安稳,有着不断发脾气,哭闹,喊叫的情绪问题,让她倍感压力和无助。在这种长期性的压抑下已让她觉得想要崩溃!而且晚上常常都睡不着,于是觉得自己有了忧郁症。好几次她都哭着跪在佛台前向观世音菩萨求助。我相信是一位母亲的痛苦和无奈,让大慈大悲的观世音菩萨听到了我太太的求助声。有一天,我太太在报章看到了卢台长要在吉隆坡办法会的广告。当她一看到广告上卢台长慈祥的照片时,有着一种莫名的感触,以及信赖感。在心中留下了很深刻的印象。极巧的是,两天后就有一位朋友向我们介绍卢台长的法会,并送了我们法会的入门票和一本《图腾世界》。就因为这样,我太太相信是观世音菩萨的指引。
其实,参加法会过后,我个人只对卢台长看图腾的能力感到很神奇!并没有太多的了解观世音菩萨心灵法门,也不觉得它会解决我的问题。
在2011年11月,我的太太开始念经,三天后她就梦到过世的亲人,这使她更加的相信观世音菩萨心灵法门。当时我还没开始念经,因为我对心灵法门抱着半信半疑的态度。
直到有一次我太太将孩子本身的问题告诉了一位师姐,师姐反应说我孩子的身上肯定有灵性,要我们念小房子。我是基于在这种情况下才开始念经的。
师姐建议我们第一拨先念49张小房子,并向菩萨发大愿,我们会以女儿的例子现身说法,救度更多有缘众生。当天,我和太太在吉隆坡观音堂发愿后,就前往接幼儿园放学的女儿。谁知女儿一上车,就带着疑问的口语问我:“啊?你要念49张小房子?”
我立刻和太太对望,知道是女儿身上的灵性和我们对话,当时实在震惊极了!我们脸上虽然不动声色,不过心里感受到了发愿真的很灵!菩萨真的很慈悲!
就因为女儿的这一句话!让原来半信半疑的我相信了心灵法门,以及往后所发生的种种感应。都让我更加确信了有另一空间的存在。
用了两个月的时间,我们给女儿的要经者共念了55张小房子。很明显的,我们看到女儿和弟弟的感情变得很好,常和弟弟玩在一起。这是以往少有的事。我们也开心了一阵子。但接下来的日子里,她的情绪还是有所起伏。
在2012年4月的时候,马来西亚最畅销的杂志《风采》用联机的方式和卢台长进行越洋采访。慈悲的卢台长破例的给我的女儿看了图腾。说我女儿身上有一个灵性,是个打胎的孩子,而灵性就在她的脑子里,所以孩子会有自闭症!他告诉我们女儿脑中的灵性是我母亲曾经打胎的孩子,还形容了我母亲外貌的特征。台长一语道破我女儿的脾气很倔,连父母亲的话也不听,事情的确是如此。
卢台长给予指示,要我们先给女儿的要经者念17张小房子,这样她就会有明显的改善。然后再念375张,问题就可以解决了。但因此灵性在我女儿身上已久,所以即使念完后,还需要一段时间才可以慢慢的恢复。不过台长说我的女儿一定会越来越好,而且也已经看到我女儿以后活泼的样子了。
看了图腾过后,我内心踏实很多,仿佛已经见到了光明。于是我和太太用了四个月的时间,给女儿的要经者共念了392张小房子。
一切就如台长所料,我女儿的情况越来越好了,个性也活泼了,脸上也有了越来越多的笑容。姐弟俩也常嬉闹在一起,家里少了吵闹声,增多了欢笑声。尤其一项最明显的发现是,女儿经常无意识地喃喃自语的行为消失了!看到她的好转的情况,我们的夫妻俩的内心实在太高兴了,每天都充满了法喜,及感恩观世音菩萨和台长的慈悲。
最后,我再次感谢大慈大悲救苦救难的观世音菩萨,感谢慈悲的卢台长,及感谢心灵法门协助过的同修们。
我发愿一定会做更多的功德,救度更多的有缘众生。
谢谢!
来自师父博客
2012-08-20