Gratitude to Namo Sakyamuni Buddha!
Gratitude to the Greatly Merciful and Greatly Compassionate Guan Yin Bodhisattva!
Gratitude to all Buddhas and Bodhisattvas from ten directions and three periods of time!
Gratitude to the Dharma protectors!
Gratitude to the selfless, altruistic, and benevolent Master Lu!
I am now sharing my experience to transform those who have affinity with Buddha into Buddhists.
Before I encountered the Guan Yin Citta Dharma Door, my son would frequently have fevers, sometimes even requiring hospitalization, averaging once every three months. Besides feeling heartbroken, what more could I do for my child? Watching the nurse instruct me to hold my son’s legs as she prepared to insert the needle, he cried and looked at me, seeking rescue. Oh, my child… My heart ached as if struck by a hammer, wishing I could take the needle on his behalf. Hearing him call out for mother, tears streamed down my face. Sleepless all night, I waited for my mother to arrive to take care of him. Exhausted and unable to let go, I headed to work, truly feeling the pain, a heart-wrenching pain.
This wasn’t even the worst part. When my son was three, he had a febrile seizure in the middle of the night, his whole body shaking and eyes rolling back. I was terrified… Though usually strong, I rushed to my mother with him in my arms. My mother jumped out of bed, and my grandmother kept calling his name. I went to the room to grab the documents, preparing to take him to the emergency room. My mind went blank, unsure of what to take. My mother yelled, “Hurry up!” I snapped back to reality and rushed him to the emergency room. Still in my pajamas, helmet on, I ran to the nurse, saying, “Please save my child! Save my child!” The nurse checked his eyes and felt him, saying, “Mom, your child is okay, just passed out.” My mother arrived shortly after. Remembering the seizure, it felt like the end of the world.
Not to mention his performance in class—he couldn’t concentrate, and his grades were poor. Whether playing outside or at home, he was constantly moving around. Before I started practicing Buddhism, I didn’t understand anything. My son was affected by the spirits of aborted children, and despite spending a lot of money on ritual ceremonies to help them ascend, it was ineffective…
After encountering the Guan Yin Citta Dharma Door, I began reciting Buddhist scriptures and dreamt of the aborted children in a dark and cold place asking me what I was chanting. I told them it was Guan Yin Bodhisattva’s scriptures, which are very good and can eliminate karmic obstacles and ascend the deceased. They were eager to be ascended, and the karmic creditors were in a hurry. I could only recite Little Houses after work because I had just started learning, and I needed to read the scripture books to avoid making mistakes with the Great Compassion Mantra. Because they were anxious, my head hurt.
Once, I dreamt of being strangled and unable to breathe. In the dream, I chanted “Guan Yin Bodhisattva.” Guan Yin Bodhisattva let me hear the voices of the aborted children crying for help, like a tornado, very dark, pulling them into a bottomless pit. They grabbed my throat, their feet hanging in the air, crying “Mom, save me.” It was the aborted children being sucked down. Suddenly, my right hand became powerful and large, grabbing the child’s chest, pulling him up, and gently placing him beside me. I found it was my real-life child I had grabbed up, and I gently put him next to me.
One time, I woke up in the middle of the night. The aborted children wouldn’t let me sleep and kept bothering me. When I opened my eyes, they jumped under the table to hide. Awake, I heard the table shaking, knowing it was the aborted children hiding.
In another dream, one of the aborted children had a lot of resentment. In the dream, my real son was walking around, talking to himself. I couldn’t understand his language, so I recorded it, calling him continuously. He couldn’t hear me, his eyes vacant, walking back and forth. I took him to see a fellow practitioner. Suddenly, the scene shifted, and 3 male Buddhist practitioners appeared, using a large LCD TV and professional equipment to play back the incomprehensible language. The practitioner told me that Master Lu had these devices. When the LCD TV was playing, a small boy in thin, old clothes appeared on the screen, kneeling and crying miserably. He was missing a piece of flesh from his thigh, crying that he had waited 1,000 years for a chance to be born, and I aborted him. 1,000 years ago, his mother also aborted him, and he had been waiting a long time, a millennium. He was very resentful and cried sadly.
I held him, heartbroken. Suddenly, he turned into a woman in a short dress, her face silver-gray, her teeth sharp like crystals. She hated me and bit my chest. I put her down, my chest bleeding. Her teeth were also bloody, very long and sharp. Holding my chest in pain, I looked at her, feeling heartbroken for her. She laughed at me with hatred. I woke up, and it was almost dawn. Though awake, the pain in my chest from the dream felt real. Like Master Lu said, dreams can feel real. I immediately ran to my mother, crying and telling her the dream, tears streaming continuously.
I kept saying how terrible and cruel I was to have killed my own child. How could I be so cruel… I was in a daze at work, mentally exhausted. I kept blaming myself, thinking I wasn’t human for doing such a thing. The aborted children were in so much pain; I wasn’t human… I was in a daze all day, unable to focus on work, constantly blaming myself. I was so sad, unable to pull myself together.
I recited 21 Little Houses for the first aborted child. My mother dreamt of a very wealthy and famous actress holding a baby boy, smiling happily, telling my mother that this was her child. My mother said, “Didn’t you have a daughter?” Because in reality, this actress had a daughter. The actress happily said it was her child. My mother joyfully congratulated her.
I recited 49 Little Houses for the second aborted child. Again, my mother dreamt of the same actress holding a baby boy, happily telling my mother this was her child. My mother responded again, “Didn’t you have a daughter?” The actress happily said it was her child. My mother joyfully said, “Congratulations.”
The third child required 400 Little Houses, the fourth needed 600, and I vowed to recite 1,000. During the repayment process, I dreamt of a fifth boy crying in the bathroom. This was just before the New Year, and my son and I both dreamt of family members eliminating karma by washing clothes, cleaning toilets, brushing teeth, and washing the sink, eating glutinous rice balls and noodles. The house was beautifully decorated. Suddenly, a small boy was crying sadly, looking at me. I vowed to recite 49 Little Houses for him.
Later, I dreamt of a sixth girl that I aborted. She was crying on our house’s balcony on the washing machine. She was in great pain, and my mother cried, feeling sorry for her aborted granddaughter. My mother blamed herself, crying and telling me, “The aborted child is so pitiful and is also crying.” She felt she had failed to teach me well. The girl required 69 Little Houses. I made a vow to recite 69 Little Houses for her.
In reality, I had four abortions, but I also took birth control pills, which resulted in two more appearing in my dreams. Taking birth control pills incurs the karma of killing. I was wrong and repented to Guan Yin Bodhisattva.
My mother dreamt that all the aborted children were boys. The third son visited my mother with his wife and child; they were spirits. My mother was stunned, realizing he had a family. She said I wasn’t human and trembled, understanding how cruel I had been.
The fourth had extremely heavy resentment. I was ignorant and aborted him when he was two months old. In July, I once heard a baby crying in a dream. Before encountering the Guan Yin Citta Dharma Door, I sought help to ascend the children. The person helping said the leader was the first child, a son who resented me deeply. He brought the other three to torment me, causing everything to go wrong and bringing bad luck. Indeed, I was unlucky for many years. Not practicing Buddhism then, I only accepted my fate, enduring great suffering and misfortune. This was the karmic retribution, the cause and effect. As Buddha and Bodhisattvas, and Master Lu have enlightened us that nothing can be taken with you except your karma. No matter how long it takes, the karma will manifest when the conditions are met.
At the beginning, when I started practicing the Guan Yin Citta Dharma Door, my child was really naughty and hyperactive. I recited the Mantra to Untie Karmic Knots to dissolve the karmic conflicts with him. One night, I dreamt the aborted son saying, “Mom, reciting the Mantra to Untie Karmic Knots for me is useless.” He pointed upwards, saying, “I can’t go up.” I was stunned, realizing the child’s naughtiness during the day was related to the aborted children. They knew I was reciting the Mantra to Untie Karmic Knots. I woke up, realizing how ignorant and foolish I had been without seeing it myself.
During the ascending process, there were often loud noises from the air conditioner, kitchen sink, refrigerator, and lights, feeling like they were jumping and running around.
The 1,000 Little Houses I vowed to recite couldn’t be completed quickly, and the aborted children were anxious. Whenever they were anxious, my son would suffer, becoming naughty and causing me to lose my temper. It’s so pitiful to see how much suffering comes from not knowing the Dharma.
I dreamt one of the aborted sons was about to reincarnate. He came to my arms, saying he was reluctant to leave me. I gently said, “Go, live a good life.” Then I saw him reincarnate into my ex-boyfriend’s family. I woke up.
After completing the ascending of all six children, the biggest change was definitely in my son. He used to be very isolated, with strange expressions, thoughts, and actions, unimaginable before. Now, once he starts talking, he doesn’t stop. My mother often used to get angry without reason, and so did I. Now, it’s completely improved. The Dharma is boundless, and the Buddha’s sea is infinite.
Fortunately, we found Guan Yin Bodhisattva and Master Jun Hong Lu. Our family of three generations practices the Guan Yin Citta Dharma Door diligently and will never give up. I have made a great vow: In this life and forever, I will follow the Greatly Merciful and Greatly Compassionate Guan Yin Bodhisattva and my benevolent Master Jun Hong Lu to practice Buddhism, propagate the Guan Yin Citta Dharma Door, and save sentient beings without stopping or changing.
If people do not suffer, they will not seek the path to liberation. Because of the Guan Yin Citta Dharma Door, we know we are loved and cared for by the Buddha, Guan Yin Bodhisattva, the Dharma Protectors, and our benevolent Master Jun Hong Lu. Every day, bathed in Buddha’s light, our life is so happy and beautiful. Thinking of Master Lu’s smiling appearance in my dreams, we feel the fatherly love and are so reassured and stable. In life, whenever we encounter any difficulties, suffering, or calamities, as long as we recite the name of Guan Yin Bodhisattva, She will hear us. Such a great and immense support cannot be described with mere human words.
If there is anything in this presentation that is not in accordance with the Dharma and in accordance with the principles, I pray for forgiveness from Namo Sakyamuni Buddha, the Greatly Merciful and Greatly Compassionate Guan Yin Bodhisattva, all Buddhas and Bodhisattvas, Dharma protectors, and Master Jun Hong Lu.
I, not my fellow Buddhist practitioners, will be responsible for my own karma!
Buddhist practitioner: Brilliant Summer
Posted: 2024-06-16
Source: Feedback from Citta Dharma Door practitioners on Master Lu’s blog
Translator: Frank
Published: 2024-07-05
Statement by translator
The story was translated from Chinese into English by meaning, not word by word. If there is anything that is not rational or in line with the true meaning of the Chinese version, I pray for forgiveness from the Greatly Merciful and Greatly Compassionate Guan Yin Bodhisattva, all Buddhas and Bodhisattvas, Dharma protectors and Master Jun Hong Lu.
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1188张小房子超度打胎孩子
感恩南无释迦牟尼佛，感恩南无观世音菩萨，南无龙天护法菩萨，感恩恩师卢军宏师父！
我今现身说法度化有缘众。
未闻到心灵法门前，我的儿子时不时会发烧，甚至住院，平均3个月一次，我除了心痛，我还能为孩子做什么？看着护士要我抓住孩子的脚，她要进行扎针，孩子一直大哭，看着我，要我救他，孩子啊……我的心脏像榔头狠狠锤着那般地痛，希望能代替你挨针，我看着你呼喊妈妈，我眼泪一直流，整晚都没睡的我，等我母亲来。我带着疲惫又放不下的躯壳上班，真的是痛，心的痛。
这还不是最心痛的。在孩子3岁时，半夜热痉挛，全身抖动，翻白眼，我吓死……一直很坚强的我抱孩子冲去找我母亲。我母亲从床上跳起来，我奶奶也一直叫孩子的名字。我去房间要拿证件，准备带孩子急诊。一时的我脑筋空白，不知道要拿什么。我妈大吼说：“快一点！”我瞬间清醒，急急忙忙抱孩子冲进急诊室。我身上穿着睡衣，安全帽也没脱，抱孩子直接冲去护士前，说：“拜托救救我的孩子！救救我的孩子！”护士翻开孩子眼皮，摸孩子说：“妈妈，孩子没事，只是昏过去了。”我妈妈后面也赶到了。想到孩子痉挛的模样，就像世界末日一样。
有打胎孩子在儿子身上。儿子上课更不用说了，精神不集中，成绩很不好，出去玩或在家，不停地乱动。没学佛什么都不懂，也花了很多钱超度孩子，但没法超度啊……
得闻心灵法门，刚开始学念经，梦到打胎孩子在暗暗凉凉的地方，问我念的是什么？我说观世音菩萨的经，很好的，可以消业障，超度亡人。他们渴望被超度，要经者也急。我下班才能念小房子，因为才刚学，《大悲咒》要看经书才不会念错。因为他们急，我头就痛。
一次梦到我被掐，无法喘气。在梦里我念“观世音菩萨”。观世音菩萨就让我听到声音，是打胎的孩子一直喊救命，像龙卷风一样的，很黑暗，无底洞要把他们吸下去。他们抓住我喉咙，脚悬空，一直喊“妈妈救我”，是打胎的孩子要被吸下去。于是，我右手变得很有力量、变大，抓住孩子胸口，把孩子抓上来，轻轻地放我身旁。抓起来是我现实的孩子，我轻轻放我身边。
有一次，醒来了是半夜。打胎孩子不让我睡，一直捉弄我。我眼睛睁开，他们跳到桌底下躲起来，醒来听到桌子在跳的声音，知道是打胎孩子躲起来。
还有一次的梦，其中一个打胎孩子怨气很重。梦里现实中的儿子走来走去，自言自语。我听不懂他的语言，我录起来，我一直叫孩子。孩子完全听不见，眼睛呆滞，来来回回走。我带着孩子找师兄，突然画面跳转，出现三位男师兄，用大台液晶电视、用专业仪器播放，可以转换孩子听不懂的话。师兄跟我说，师父有这些仪器。液晶电视播放时，屏幕出现一位小男孩，衣服单薄很旧，跪在液晶电视前，哭得好惨。他大腿少一块肉，哭着说他等了1000年，难得可以投胎，我把他打掉。1000年前，他的妈妈也把他打掉，他已经等了很久，千年。他很恨，又伤心地一直哭。
我心疼地抱着他。他突然变成一个女人，穿很短洋装，脸是银灰色，牙齿像水晶一样尖锐。她很恨我，咬住我胸口。我把她放下来，我胸口都是血。她的牙齿也是血，牙齿很长，很尖。我按着胸口，很痛。我看着她，我很心疼她。她恨着大笑地看我……我醒来，天差不多要亮了。虽醒来，但是梦中被孩子咬掉胸口一块肉，醒来真的胸口很痛，跟真的一样。像师父说的，梦跟真的一样。我马上跑去，哭着跟我妈说梦境，我不停掉眼泪。
我说我怎么这么可恶，怎么这么残忍，杀了自己的孩子。我怎么这么可恶……于是我神情恍惚地工作，精神不济。我一直骂自己，我不是人，怎么做这种事？打胎孩子那么痛苦，我不是人……工作很恍惚，那天一直无法专心工作，工作没法做好，我一直不断自责。我真的太难过，自责得无法振作起来。
21张超度第一个打胎孩子。我妈梦到一位很有钱又有名的女明星，抱一个小男婴，笑得很开心，跟我妈说这是她生的。我妈说：“你不是生女儿吗？”因为现实中这位有名的女明星是生一个女儿。女明星很开心地说是她生的。我妈开心地祝福她。
49张超度第二个打胎孩子。一样梦到同一个女明星，抱着小男婴，开心地跟妈说，这是她生的。我妈一样回复说“你不是生女儿？”女明星很开心地说是她生的。我妈开心地说“恭喜你”。
第三个要400张，第四个要600张，我许1000张。在偿还的过程中，梦到第五个男孩在厕所哭。这天是过年前，我与儿子早上醒来都梦到全家人大消业的梦，在洗衣服、洗马桶、刷牙、洗流理台、吃汤圆、吃面条。房子有装潢，很漂亮，突然有一个小男孩一直哭，哭得好伤心，看着我。我许了49张。
过阵子梦里出现第六个，是女孩。她坐在我们房子阳台洗衣机上哭。她很痛苦，我妈看了都流泪，觉得自己的孙女被打胎很无辜，很对不起被打胎的孙女。她的模样很可怜。我妈很自责，哭了，对我说：“打胎孩子好可怜，也在哭。”我妈说没把我这个女儿教好，她要69张。我许愿了。
现实打胎四个，但有吃避孕药，所以梦中出现多两个。吃避孕药会犯杀业，我错了，我向观世音菩萨忏悔。
我妈梦到我打胎的都是儿子。第三个儿子找我妈，他带他的老婆跟孩子来看我妈，是灵体。我妈愣住，有家庭了啊！哎，我妈跟我说，我真的不是人，真的是会发抖，我这么残忍。
第四个怨气非常非常重。我不懂事，打胎第一个时，他两个月大。一次7月份在梦里，听到婴儿哭声。以前没闻到心灵法门，找人超度孩子。帮助超度的人有跟我说，带头的是老大，第一个是儿子，很怨恨我。他就带后面三个来对付我，让我每一件事情没有顺利，很倒霉。真的，我倒霉好多年。那时没学佛，我只有认命，我只有承受痛苦，真的很苦很苦，很倒霉，很倒霉，这就是果报，就是因果，有因必有果。万般带不去，唯有业随身，假使百千劫，所作业不亡，因缘会遇时，果报还自受。佛菩萨及师父都曾说过。
刚刚开始闻心灵法门时，孩子真的很调皮，很爱动。我给他念《解结咒》。夜里我做梦，梦里打胎的儿子说：“妈妈，你给我念《解结咒》没有用。”他手指头比上面，说：“我上不去。”我愣住看着他。我心想，白天孩子调皮，是打胎孩子的关系。我念《解结咒》你们都知道。我醒来了，没有亲眼看到都不知道，我真愚痴愚昧。
超度这期间，家里冷气、厨房流理台、冰箱、电灯，都会有很多或很大的声音，感觉他们在跳、在跑。
后面许愿的1000张没那么快完成，但是打胎孩子着急。只要一着急，儿子就会受报，或调皮得让我发脾气。哎，看人多可怜，没闻到佛法，是多么苦。
梦到其中一个打胎的儿子要投胎了。他过来我怀里说舍不得妈妈。我慈祥地说：“去呀，过上好生活。”于是看到孩子投胎到前男友家了。我就醒了。
六个孩子全超度完成，最大的改变一定是儿子。孩子之前会很孤僻，会有奇怪表情、思维、动作，很难想象。接着孩子一讲话就一直讲，无法停止。我妈常常会发无名火，我也是。现在完全改善了。法力无边，佛海无边。
还好我们找到观世音菩萨和卢军宏师父。我们一家三代学心灵法门，一门精进，永不退转。我也许下弘誓大愿：今生今世要永远跟随大慈大悲救苦救难观世音菩萨及恩师卢军宏师父修心学佛，弘扬心灵法门，救度众生，永不停息，永远不变。
人若不苦，越不会寻找解脱道。我们因为闻到心灵法门，才知道被佛陀、被观世音菩萨母亲、被护法菩萨、被恩师卢军宏师父疼爱、呵护，每日在佛光普照下，生活是那么幸福，是那么美好。想到师父笑眯眯地出现在梦里，我们感受到父亲的父爱，我们是那么地心安、安定。在生活中遇到任何困难、苦痛、劫难时，只要念诵观世音菩萨，母亲都能听得见。这种这么大、这么大的靠山，怎能用人间文字来言语？
分享中如有不如理不如法的地方，请南无释迦牟尼佛、南无观世音菩萨、南无龙天护法菩萨、恩师卢军宏师父慈悲原谅。我自己的业障自己背，不让师兄们背。
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